Tuesday, September 30, 2008

a new phone by next month. Insyaallah

gonna upgrade my phone subscription plan.
gonna upgrade phone to LG Viewty! hahaha!
always wanted a PDA Phone! maybe this is it!
Insyaallah.
only if theres these two colors!
this too. Purple in color.

can't wait!!! URGH!
Insyaallah will get it by next month! yeah!! hehe


wishing you and all my MUSLIM friends, SLAMAT HARI RAYA!
nanti kita beraya sama2 ye? Insyaallah!

6th,9th, 14th, 20th and 24th ler.
make sure you'll be there! heh
meet you later.

Monday, September 29, 2008

I MEAN IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want this to be DROP NOW!!!!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Oh my . .

things repeating it back again.
my oh my. when can it end.
nevermind Firli, 2 more 2 more.
hang on!

after 6 months time, will try to be in the military.
once there, i'll have fun and do my best. Insyaallah.
hope will never encounter this anymore.

it's kinda hard when you're part of a "DISCORD GROUP".
and when you're performing with them anytime soon.
one thing i wanna highlight in this post right here.
i'm not siding anyone at either side.

Being a leader doesn't mean that you should all the way playing first,
and order the rest to play other parts.
a leader usually are the one who could lead them,
the one whom others could follow.
the one whose capability of playing other parts.
unless you're the "PRINCIPAL PLAYER" of the section,
then i think you have the right to do that.
because Principal Players are the one who could play all parts
and the one who stays first and play all the important parts.
and none of us in the band are the Principal Players.
we are equal. that's what we ALL believe.( i guess )

a LEADER is just a post. a post with responsibility.
responsibility to set an example, to make everyone happy and respect you in return.
well maybe you should start an example by playing other parts maybe?
proof to them that you can play all those parts in any kinda event.
and show them the reason why you could do that,
why you have the priority to push them to other parts.
be a role model by that and not by ordering people..
i hope you get what i mean.

anyway, on the other side.
maybe theres a bit of confusion here.
maybe what she thinks is that, she just wanna make things organised.
that could be her reason but anyhow,
let's recap during my time. it was last year.
i was the leader for trombone section and i was almost exactly like her.
at first i want everyone to be fair. playing all parts, switching here and there.
but after awhile, i changed my mind and stick to ONLY ONE part.
and i played first part for last year's concert.
i believed no one was happy in my section. i don't know.
maybe they were. again i don't know.
but my reason was to be organised.
or it'll be too disorganised for us to be on stage doing the switching.
that's what i'm afraid. that's my reason.

but no worries, if this is your reason.
it wasn't too disorganised at all.
i've made a mistake and you know, i did learn from that.
no matter what, believe in your members.
they could do what you could do.
we are equal.

if you're good, you would have impressed me ever since you join the band.

"People do make mistakes. Correct them if they're wrong. And if you think you're WRONG, correct yourself. learn the mistakes you've made. but if you didn't wanna listen to what i've said it earlier, then its up to you. it's not only me who wants this CRAP to STOP, the rest of the BAND wants it. i don't know guys. up to you people. all i can say now, i'm so disappointed."

once more . .

dad have been going in and out of hospital.
i can't bear to see dad suffering like this.
i am strong. i will be by his side.
no worries.

my 2nd brother and mum have to send him again this morning.
my aunt and uncle fetching them, that's why i couldnt follow.
i'm going to SGH soon after this.
heard that dad's going for another operation.
well, hope he's fine after that.
guess i have to cancel all my plans people.
sorry.

guess i should be going then.
signing out . .

Saturday's Practice . .

Practice was abit bored today.
yes, we learned a few tips from Mr Malf.
i guess he's more particular on the expression of the music.
and that's something good because we're lack of that.

well anyway, played afew songs.
sing along together with nurul in band.
had crazy times with her. my god, its so BORING!
hahaha!

after band, decided to go home.
back home, rest, bathed and get changed.
met my friend after that.
watched her last game at Tampines Sports hall.
quickly after that, waited for her to bathe and off we went to Bugis.
buka-ing at The Minang restaurant.
makan nasi ambeng lah aper lagi eh? hehe
straight to Geylang to buy some stuffs.
LIKE FINALLY I DID! haha.
bought food for myself as i got nothing to buy other than foods. heh!
she's the one who have to shop.
teman-ing her to buy her tudung.
$55 for 2 pieces. my goodness.
tsk3. but no matter what it's nice!
haa haa.

as soon as we bought our stuffs,
send her to her grandma's house.
and off i go home. heh heh.
F1 Grand Prix tau! must watch!
in fact i slept during the last qualifying round. HAHA!
DENGS! anyway, Massa got he Pole position,
2nd it was Hamilton i believe.
after that i don't know.

woke up at 3.30am.
and here i am blogging.
gonna have my sahur soon after this.
after prayers back to sleep.
had to mee up with her then join together with my cousins.
shop till we drop ayt? hahah -.-"

it seems so hard.
i guess it didn't meant to be what i want.
thanks for everything. =)

alright till here then.
signing out . .

Friday, September 26, 2008

Shagged + Fun

hectic day for me today.
slept at 10am. woke up at 12:30pm
bathe and straight to mosque.
prayed and then off to home.
packed training stuffs, off i go for training.
watched the girls training,
PATHETIC I TELL YOU. only 8 girls turn up. tsk3.

well, guys training was great.
but only 15 players turn up.
did many drills, play up and free-hits.
was the only keeper.
lastly we had this penalty shootout for everyone.
(just to tire me out. thanks jill)
well, saved loads. and also did make Jill abit frustrated.
hahaha.

i saved some of her shots, unsuccessfully doing the zorro,
shooting out of target and stuffs. hahaha.
shes abit frustrated and her reason was, i'm too big.
HAHA! well, everyone laughed! lol
we had fun in this training. =D

after training, bathed @ Tampines Safra.
then waited for the girls, Jen, Yian, Hidayah and Nadiah.
seriously SLOW sey the girls.
time past and i've only eaten sweets and drink. HUNGRY LIAO!
haha. quickly after that straight to Food Culture.
had our dinner and lepak at the normal PONDOK with Ibnu, Zam, Don, An and Anas.
had fun with them, Nadiah seems so shy. hehe.
yelah tu ehh.

10pm decided to go home.
mum's calling, boyfriends calling, girlfriends calling, etc.
macam2 alasan. hahaha!
gonna meet them again tomorrow at 6pm i believe at tampines sports hall.
supporting Yian's and Jill's last game.
Team Hestia. all the best and yes, they are the champions already.
hahaha. wait, i guess they are. LOL

anyway, see you guys around!
5 more days to raya! and 10 more days to POL-ITE games!
yyiiipppeeee!!!
toodle-doodles!

signing out . .

Thursday, September 25, 2008

LOVE

watch this video my friends.
its so touching.
watch this. between a wild animal and humans.


Love knows no limits and true friendships last a lifetime.

Tournament starts next 2 week . .

yeayyyy!! haha. next 2 weeks.
people, do come down to watch me and my team.
6th, 9th, 14th, 20th and 24th Oct.
held in Ngee Ann Poly Hall,
all matches starts at 1830hrs.

those who missed playing floorball,
those who missed some action from the ITEFball,
and those who missed me so much,
do come down ok? we'll be glad if you could. heh!

had training yesterday and today.
as usual 4hrs straight. more and more fitness and tactics.
totally shagged. tomorrow theres more.
4-7pm. Saturday to 12-2pm i believe.
heh.

currently now downloading PES 2008, GTA 4, The Sims 2 Apartment.
haha. kinda bored at home.
downloading some games to kill some bloody time.
hahaha.. tsk3.

-.-"

signing out.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

avatar meez . . RANDOM!

i'm getting so bored that i actually made this. hahaha!
just to make it look like myself. lol!

Meez 3D avatar avatars games

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signing out . . .

Monday, September 22, 2008

i'm so SHAGGED!!

had training today.
woke up early to take my keeper stuffs from yat.
then off to ITE Tampines for training.
it was total SHOCK for all of us.
we actually had to run 2.4km run before we start our training.
MY GOODNESS! most of us are fasting.
some broke it as they cannot bear with it.
well, i stayed on with a few of them. wonder HOW?
hahaha. i didn't really run. my time was 20mins plusplus.
hahaha! thats the reason why. but i was totally shagged lah seriously.

can't really focus during training.
my performance SLIP down the drain.
too shagged and my toe, still recovering.
pity nasir again as he had to go all out.
guess how long we actually had training today?
a total of 4 hours straight.
don't believe ask the men's floorball team.

well, reached home at around 7.15pm.
open the door and heard my dad screaming in pain.
panicked straight away.
threw my stuffs at the back of the kitchen and run straight to the room.
i still can't bear to see my dad suffering like this.
we've been praying hard, ask for forgiveness and all.
its a test for us in life.
well, i seriously thought it was getting worst.
gave my dad some medicine and all.
finally hes calm.
he asleep right now. alhamdulillah.

i really wish my dad could recover soon.
dad had encourage me to be more independent and confident.
especially during SOLAT.
no matter what, don't push your brother to take the lead.
it's the most hardest position you could get, is to be IMAM.
leading a prayers for everyone else.
he said this too, he's proud to have me and 2nd brother ready to take over his position.
i thank god for that. alhamdulillah.

i wish i never fail you dad.
take care and will always be by your side.
semua sedang doakan untuk bapak.
Insyaallah sembuh. Amin.

now i'm abit giddy. bad headaches.
shagged! really shagged.
and and FRIDAY, SATURDAY right NABIL!!
i'm not coming for Band Practice.
i'm having training and a Friendly Match with NTU at NTU itself.
i don't think i can come. sorry.
if they had to do what they have to do,
i can't do anything. nevermind.

ok, till here then.
gotta go and rest.

signing out . .

last week's photos . .

last week's photos taken after band outding with the 4 of them.
sheena, nurul and padi.












Yours Truly,


You don't have to do it . .

Come With Me lyrics

[Verse 1]
Oh no no
I know you think it ain't my place, to say how I feel
but I'm going to say it anyway, cause I gOtta keep it real
I know you're tired of tryin..to make it be something ot's truely not (truely not)
Girl it kills me everyday to see you in tears
and it amazes me the way you put up all these years
You be tweakin, tryna make it work (make it work)
But you keep endin up hurt, oh baby listen to me.....

[Chorus]
You don't have to wait, I can ease yo pain
You don't have to be left out in the rain
Don't you say you fed up, tired of the love
whatever you need, I got it, Come with me
You don't have to stay up, waitin by the phone
You don't have to ever feel like you're alone
Don't just say you're fed up, tired of love
whatever you need, I got it, come with me.

[Verse 2]
You're the type that always said, you don't need a man
Who's ganna make you're heart stop, over and again
And now you're telling me that you're ok (High)
But you don't realize you're getting more pain than gain, (ya ya)
And I ain't never been, the kind to steer you wrong
If you trust me as your friend then trust me with your heart girl
It don't take alot to understand, you need yourself another man (Woah ohh oh)

[Chorus]
You don't have to wait, I can ease yo pain
You don't have to be left out in the rain
Don't you say you fed up, tired of the love
whatever you need, I got it, Come with me
You don't have to stay up, waitin by the phone
You don't have to ever feel like you're alone
Don't just say you're fed up, tired of love
whatever you need, I got it, come with me.

[Breakdown x4]
Don't give up girl (Don't give up girl) [x3]
You don't have to do it baby [Repeat]

[Chorus]
You don't have to wait, I can ease yo pain
You don't have to be left out in the rain
Don't you say you fed up, tired of the love
whatever you need, I got it, Come with me
You don't have to stay up, waitin by the phone
You don't have to ever feel like you're alone
Don't you say you're fed up, tired of love
whatever you need, I got it, come with me.

Oh baby, don't give up on love shawty, because I'm here, I'm here....

New skin on the block!

new skin uploaded.
kinda cool huh?
nyeeehhhh! ok i'm off now.

tomorrow's training 2-5pm.
before that meeting yat first.
as i forgot to meet him just now. lol!

have a nice sleep people! heh!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

saturday . .

band practice as per normal.
totally a bore one for me.
me and nurul kinda slacked.
we played third part all the way till the end. heh!

after band, decided to bowl with the rest.
me, haziq, sheena, fahmi, nabil, yaya and fadhil.
suprisingly and seriously, fadhil was on form.
hahahah! he was 2nd in the end i believe.
getting 2 strikes in a row. FUHH!
ilham aper eh kau pakai?
hahahaha!

after bowling, nureen, fazlin, yaya and fahmi went off.
me, haziq, sheena, nabil, padi, fadhil and fazilah had our dinner at downtown.
it was hell hilarious lah~~! hahaha. pity fazilah.
hahahaha! hows his effect and all? HAHA! mcm BOMB meletup kan?
baik ah fadhil! hahaha!
we're all like the "Jakun" people there.
it was fun lah in the sushi restaurant! hahaha!

done with dinner, fadhil and fazilah went back home.
left me, padi, nabil, sheena and haziq.
i vomited along the way to the bus stop.
i don't know what's wrong. but i'm fine.
the rest of us head to whitesand's Macdonald and slack.
i slept throughout our lepak time while they having fun playing with sheena's fake lashes.
hahhaha! padi, it looks real pretty on you. WAHAHAHA!

off to home after that. back home, take a short nap.
1am woke up and clean up the house.
i'm done now. almost everything.
1st brother was so f***ed up.
laze around and playing my laptop.
but hey, i set my wireless internet with a password.
so he can't log in. HAHA! HECK!
pity mum, had to help me and my 2nd brother.

guess now i shall wait for sahur.
after prayers, sleeping time.
meeting yat later to take my stuffs back.
training tomorrow. URGH!
2-5pm. everyday starting tomorrow.
DEAD*
heh!

i just wanna bring the best out of you.

till here then.
signing out . .

"mi punto aquí es hacerte más feliz que nunca."

Saturday, September 20, 2008

videos to share. heh!

pity that kid.. hahaha!




this video below.. please, please turn up the volume.
his laughter! HAHAHA! FUNNY SIA!
please turn up the volume. its the maze scared thingy. HAHA!
FUNNY! lol.

Friday, September 19, 2008

a message for you to figure it out . .

lo dijiste antes, tú no quieres ser "*****".
de una manera agradable, "persona de centro".
tengo que parar te.
qué estás haciendo es total incorrecto.
la gente pensará de otra manera.
y tu nombre será escrito en su lista negra. ¡POR SIEMPRE!

conseguir eso en tu cabeza por favor.
pensar antes de que actúes por favor.
aunque no consiguiera el amor de ti.
siento verdad para ti y el cuidado para ti.
pensar por favor.

firma hacia fuera . . .

stil awake . .

my goodness, still awake.
i can't sleep. haha! what's wrong with me?
HAH!

i just can't wait for band tomorrow.
gonna try out Canadian Brass with Kai, Fahmi, Padi and Gabriel(if he comes).
heh heh. i just can't wait.
its gonna be great. heh!

ouh yah brassmen,
i've decided to have 5 players for Canadian Brass Ensemble.
1 tuba, 1 Trombone, 1 Horn and 2 Trumpets.
just the same as Canadian Brass.
yes we're copying them. BUT! theres a reason.
they want us to perform and record it.
post it in youtube under Canadian Brass Group.
then we will be the first Singapore Quintet in that CB Group. heh!

the group link: http://www.youtube.com/group/dothecanadianbrass

as for the Stars and Stripes Forever.
everyone will be part of it, you Brassmen.
yes. hope we got the approval from Mr Eric ay?
heh heh.

nevermind about the one in spanish.
figure it out yourself. heh.
signing out . .

a message.

"La cosa más dura a hacer es mirar el que amas, que amas a algún otro."


habrías podido decirme anterior.
no habría sentido tan malo ahora.
me has lastimado.

te amo.
hago realmente.
desearte todo el mejor.
esperanza que consigues para lo que soñas. Insyaallah.

éste será el último apesadumbrado a ti.
te falto senorita. adiós.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Sorry.

i just faked a smile.
sorry. i had to.

believe in what you wish for.
hope you get it, insyaallah.

just to share with you guys . .

Some of the best bandsongs. listen to it!
some of you might know it like fazilah and joanna.
heh heh. this can be included in our repertoire but,
nnaahhh.. too late. heh.
this is Song of the Prairie. I LOVE THIS! heh.
(posting this for Bacin!)


below here is a song of "Procession to Peace"
great entry for the HORNS!
Grand entry.


lastly my favourite, Everybody loves Blue.
Enjoy. heh!







could i still,
should i still.
but. . . . . . . . . . . .


signing out . .

got this from Hida . . grab ajer heh!

What Your Birthday Mean??

If you were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month then you are number 1.
If you were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
If you were born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3 .
If you were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are number 4.
If you were born on the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
If you were born on the 6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
If you were born on the 7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
If you were born on the 8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
If you were born on the 9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1
You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you are mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies on a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are a guy you will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you and your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4, 6, 8 while a good match would be with 3, 5, 7.

Number 2
No matter what, everyone will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communcation. You can be sweet as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a business person. You are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad vision. You make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 5, and 9 no other people can put up with you!

Number 3
You are hard hearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are not a cool person. It’s not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You always earn respect from others. You seem to have lots of worries and problems but they won’t be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom, creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope and ample joy to this world! Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5.

Number 4
You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause nuisance too, as you are gifted with understanding other people’s problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you are a guy you spend most of your time with girlfriends and others, if you are a man you tend to have too much fun with your mates and girls. Your friends will spend your time and money and get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart. And beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a hit old-fashioned; you live with foundation and order. Your best match 1, 8. Good match 5, 6, and 7.

Number 5
You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships - even if you are married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2. Good match 6, 8.

Number 6
Oops… You are born to enjoy! You don’t care about others. You always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But if you are a number 6 man, you will be involved in more than a few relationships until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and after all you can heal this world wounds to make peace for everyone because you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step further.. Your best match 1, 3, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5.

Number 7
You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art, singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age. If you are a guy, you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s face lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have everything in your life but with worries throughout your life time. You need to get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don’t, then you might end up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone’s joy. Your best match is 2. Good matches are 1, 4.

Number 8
You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and always prepared to help others. However, once you settle down (which is often late), then your hard lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly disciplined, persistent, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your Best match 1, 4 and 8. Good match 5.

Number 9
You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong, physically and mentally. You often have big aims. You will work hard and will think it’s still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there! Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model for everyone. Your best match 3, 5, 6, and 9.

____________________________________________________________________

guess its almost TRUE up there.
well for my case. haha!
hahaha. like hida says, RANDOM post.
the colors what's TRUE about me.

just few videos to share with you guys . .







LOVE BRASS! hahaha!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

random . .

been slacking, sleeping, playing games all the while.
kinda bored at home.
no plans for this week.
guess i'll have to pass it for tomorrow.
its ok, i understand.

oppss, got call.

on the phone with yaya now . . . . . . . . . . . .


02:00AM
back here again.
done talking,
many crap talk we had.
kinda missed them lah. Mariam too. heh.
anyway, done printing out scores for the brasses.
gonna show it to Mr Eric first before we start our practice as a Brass.
currently now waiting for Champions League to start.
heh, in the mean time i think i better play C&C first. heh heh.

ITEBand Members,
did you guys played the same song as the song below?
the video below?

nice right?? DAMN!
better play that song sey!
heh heh! NICE!! lol.

kalau hamba ada masalah,
beta disini mahu menolong.
sunyi menyepi hanya membawa lebih masalah.
sudi ke hamba?


well, till here then.
signing out . .

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

If it still the same . .

went to see a doctor today.
1 week for my toe to get better. AGAIN.
if not, i have to go on operation.
that's what the doctor says.
FULLSTOP.

some of you might ask.
just for a little Toe,
i have to go on operation?
but D***, it hurts real bad.
BAD TOE! hmph!
hope it gets better soon! heh!

i think i saw Mastari earlier in the polyclinic.
heh. (remembering the moment).
well anyway on the way back home,
walked pass Inspirasi Stall.
my cousin, Kak Ona called my name.
went up straight to her and salam her.
and i get 2 free Mee Rebus. hehehe.
with 5 free CurryPuff.
well, i wanted to pay for it.
But all she said was "untuk buka, untuk buka." heh.
Rezeki, jangan ditolak. Alhamdulillah. hehe.

i'm home now. couldn't visit my dad in hospital.
have to stay home as i can't walk much.
it hurts and it could take long process for it to recover.
sorry dad. wish you speedy recovery dad. Insyaallah.

signing out . .

Monday, September 15, 2008

Dad hospitalized again .

dad hospitalized once again.
blood count drop to 5. he's been losing so much blood.
nobody knows why.
but anyway, they've put in 2 bags of blood.
he'll be back home soon i believe.
hope he's fine, Insyaallah.

i was supposed to go hospital today,
to review on my toe.
but i woke up late today. 3.45pm. heh! =P
it's been bleeding and stuff, wouldn't wanna explain much further.
what i know, they might want me to have a minor surgery.
my mistake actually.
its been bleeding for months, yet i never make an effort to see a doctor.
heh heh. i thought it's normal. so heck.
now getting worse. hhhmm..

anyway, will be going hospital tomorrow morning.
visit my dad and review on my toe.
hopefully my dad's fine. so am i, Insyaallah.
i don't wanna have a surgery. i wanna play floorball.
wanna play for POL-ITE.

i feel so close to you.

well, till here then.
signing out . .

New Ensemble Scores Arranged . .

To my ITEBand Brass Players

I've re-arranged two scores for you guys.
two famous scores from 2 different composers.
Stars And Stripes Forever from John Philip Sousa,
and Canadian Brass Ensemble by G. F. Handel.
both re-arranged by myself.

hope you guys love it.
and we shall start next 2 weeks ayte?
24th Sept 2008, Wednesday that is. during sectionals.
anyway, do listen. we'll try to make it for our Concert.
all the best!


Canadian Brass Ensemble(edited) - Edited for ITEBand Brass Ensemble



stars and stripe forever(Latest Edit) - Edited for ITEBand Brass Ensemble


some images to all who wanna know how did i do all this.
with the help from MakeMusic Finale 2008.
A Music Composer Software for all Musicians.




hope you guys like it.
let's practice!
signing out . .

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Saturday . .

had band practice yesterday.
missed playing with my section and the trumpet section.
hahaha! we're the fun bunch of people! haha!

well, we played some songs.
it was so tiring seriously.
with the pitching, the tounging and all.
almost *dead*.

after band slacked with sheena, padi and nurul at bugis.
bought our foods at raffles city, City hall.
then off to meet serene at Newton MRT.
straight away to ACS Barker to watch nabil's concert.
totally was a bore to me. HAHA!
i slept throughout his concert. even after intermission.
finally i ask serene "last song already ah?"
hahaha! i didn't pay any attention to it sia!
lol. sorry nabil!

me, padi and nurul went home straight after that.
while sheena, nabil and serene off to have supper at orchard.


anyway, there is a song that i wanna let you guys to listen.
bowen band played this for their OUTDOOR SYF this year.
BUTTTTTTTTT!!!
this is the original song. so listen! LISTEN!!

Seven Swords Victory - Kenji Kawai

Saturday, September 13, 2008

newly arranged . .

to all my bandmates. listen up to this song.
it's Pirate Of The Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest.
composed by Hans Zimmer.
re-arranged by myself.
add in some new parts in a section.
edit here and there. arranged it in a different way from the original.
enjoy people. =)


pirates of the caribbean: Dead Mans Chest(OWN) - Hans Zimmer(arr. by Mohd Firli)


Band tomorrow!! missed!!
signing out . .

Friday, September 12, 2008

New Layout ..

a simple one will do..
heh, lazy to do it beautifully..
maybe later perhaps. heh!

sahur time! and back to sleep later!
signing out . .

Thursday, September 11, 2008

problem lies with you . .

theres a problem lies with you.
you expect things to go as per normal.
but you were the one who comes in and out,
thinking that maybe, well MAYBE i'm your spare or something.
heh, i wouldn't know. nobody would.

everytime you came back,
whether in days/weeks/months/years i don't know.
and everytime you came back,
you've been asking me loads of question.
and everytime i did answer you all that,
you kept quiet all the way.
for days/weeks/months/years.

why do you have to do that?
why couldn't you accept all fact?
i appreciate all the moments we spent day and night before.
No, no. the love doesn't appear to be in our relationship.
and no, no. the dear doesn't also appear to be in it too.

Over.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

saturday . .

met the bandmates on saturday afternoon.
watching SWS Youth Winds Concert "Press Play.."
heh heh. it was good overall.
KUDOS to all!! kinda hate it with the host, Mr Tan.

that's my senior back in secondary school.
played trombone i believe.
the way he talked, too slow and erm.. boring i should say.
heh heh. seriously right guys?

still remember when he tried to taught us about music appreciation.
we totally ignore him.
not that we didn't apreciate his hardwork.
but alil' bit too much maybe. *sigh*
that's past. hah!

anyway, they palyed RIDE, Orient Express, Final Fantasy, Godzilla eats LAS VEGAS, etc.
totally impressed with the animation being made while the band played the song.
especially Final Fantasy and Godzilla east LAS VEGAS.
Temasek Poly students animation was impressive.
suit exactly with the song played by the band.
heh heh heh.

was there to support my fellow friends.
Azman, Samuel, Wei Zhen . .
heh heh. ex-ITEBandmates.
took some pictures with them.


after the concert, went down to TM to have our late dinner.
Padi went back home, Fazlin too. Nurul went back with her bf.
so me, noreen, nabil, sheena, serene, and joanna have our late dinner before going home.
soon done, off we split. took 168 to interchange and 225 to home.

here i am. blogging about today and the tagged.
my friend witness too many accidence tonight.
sadded. bad luck for you i guess.
wash your feet and face yea?
so you wont get nightmares! hehe.

anyway people.
6 days of fasting pass by.
quick huh?
hehehe. live the spirits up people!
but before i go, wanna share with you one video.
its so cool that i really wanna share it with you.
ENJOY!

signing out . .

Got tagged by Fazilah DDFFCB . .

1. The 1st person who tag/pass you is?
The adorable Dumb2 Flabby Fazilah Confident Bacinz! mawahahahaha!

2. your relationship with him/her?
Bacinz Bandmates. hahha.

3. Your five impression of him/her?
Dumb, Confident, talented, friendly, gerek-people.. peace \/

4.the most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
i should say the big photo collage frame made by her and the bandmates. LOVE IT lah! touching siot! hehehe..

5. the most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
ermm.. said..? hahaha.. ntah eh.. LOL! ade ke tak gw luper lah.. =D

6. you got any wish or request to ask from him/her?
ouh erm.. i want you to gel up ur front part of ur hair! hahahaha! asek terbelah2.. haaha!
OOPPPPSSSYYYYYY! jokin jokin! lol

7. as a friend, what he/she has to improve on?
yeah yeah!! UR CONFIDENCE!!! try not to be tooooooooo confident yea?? hahahahah!!

8. if he/she became my enemy, you will?
heck ah! cheyyy!! kidding. of coz sad lah.. gerek-people sey! sad lah.. *sigh*

9. if he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
misunderstanding maybe? hopefully no lah eh friend? DUMB! haha smile =)

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
collect all her busuk faces and make it into photo collage frame. HAHAHA! bluek!

11. your overall impression of him/her is?
a girl who loves to smile wide to make others happy i believe? HAHA!

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
haha. better ask them. i just trying my best to put a smile on their face before mine. =)

13. the characters you love of yourself are?
put up a smile on their faces before mine.

14. on the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
too energetic, love to push myself off my limit. i can't stop it. tsk.

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
simply myself.

16. for people who care and like you, say something to them.
thank so much people. THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!! HUG HUG HUG! oppsss, scared i suffocate you ppl. =)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1.Nabil
2.Syahidah Trombone
3.Nurul idatullah
4.Nina
5.Fahmi
6.haziq (EC2N)
7.Lina Shazana
8.Baizurah
9.Nazurah
10.mariam

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
-with a chinese gf. heh!

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
-Female.

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
-No. both ladies. yes ladies.

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
-Wireless technology i believe.. kan?? hehehe..

22. When was the last time you had a chat.
-who? no. 2? last 3 weeks. missed her and band. heh!

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
-All kinds of songs i believe. haha! rite baiz?

24. Does no. 1 has any siblings?
-yes, 2 sisters. right?

25. Will you woo no.3?
-OH NO.. my twin gonna whack me! NO!!! hahaha! =P peace nurul!

26. How about no.7?
-been together. that's past. i believe she found someone better than me already. heh =)

27. Is no.4 Single?
-yes. =D

28. What is the surname of no.5?
-don't have a surname. just md fahmi bin ........ kan? heh.

29. What's the hobby of no.10?
-Playing the clarinet. outing with her girlfriends. and have FUN!

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
-nope. doesn't know each other at all.

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
-ITE Simei.

32. Talk something casually about no. 1.
-Crazy person. SERIOUSLY! but cool section leader too! wahahaha!

33. Where does no.9 live at?
-Bedok, nearer to my block.

34. What colour does no. 4 like?
-PURPLE.Green too. < i only managed to remember green, but thats her 2nd fav. sorry. i mean it.

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
-Friend i should say. brass sectionmate!

36. Does no.1 have any pets?
-don't have.

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
-not SEXY but sweet :)

38. What is no. 6 doing now?
-Entah, watching England's game i guess.

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to those who were listed above.
do it eh?! hahha!

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Photo Albums uploaded . .

new link being uploaded at the left hand side.
a new PHOTO ALBUMS section being uploaded.
feel free to look at those pics. hehe..

CHEERS!

time for sahur now!
signing out . .

A movie of a TRUE friendship . .

that movie actually is about the four of them. friends forever since young in that same neighbourhood till they turn youth. Ardi, Nino, Damar and Apin.

unfortunately they are separated when their about early-20s. Apin was stabbed by the back by a gangster. Damar arrested for murder. Ardi serving so called "NS" and Nino further his studies in the US.

They have their own "ritual" game called "Mengejar Matahari" [chasing the sun]. they will run along the pathway of their hometown, here and there. and whoever reaches first, won. in another words, they have to chase their dreams.

i cried when i watch the part where Ardi cried when he lost his bestfriend, Apin. almost cried too after Damar stand up for Nino and Ardi when both of them were beaten by a gang and without a doubt he shot the leader of the gang, Obet. Damar was dump indeed but he was standing for the two of them. won't wanna lose another life of his friend. be the gang dead, not his friends. he was arrested after that. sad.

sorry guys, random post. lol.
just love it. indon movies are great. heh.

how was it?
heh heh. touched huh?
true friendship. difficult to get. heh.


signing out . .

Friday, September 5, 2008

King Kev Resigned . . =(

Kevin Keegan has resigned from the post of manager at Newcastle United.



Keegan has been unseen on Tyneside since Monday, with Tuesday seeing an outpouring of Geordie grief amid reports that Keegan had been sacked by owner Mike Ashley after a row with sporting director Dennis Wise and managing director Derek Lambias over transfer policy.

Despite a public statement from the club that Keegan had not been sacked, it was revealed on Thursday night by the League Managers Association that he had resigned. '

I've been working desperately hard to find a way forward with the directors, but sadly that has not proved possible,' the 57-year-old Keegan said in a statement.

'It's my opinion that a manager must have the right to manage and that clubs should not impose upon any manager any player that he does not want.'

'It remains my fervent wish to see Newcastle United do well in the future and I feel incredibly sorry for the players, staff and most importantly the supporters. I have been left with no choice other than to leave.'

LMA chief executive Richard Bevan said: 'The LMA has been supporting Kevin during a very difficult period.

'We share his great disappointment and frustration that the situation could not be resolved.'

Keegan claimed last week the sale of James Milner to Aston Villa was his decision but it is thought the club were prepared to sell other players behind his back.

Matters are understood to have come to a head on transfer deadline day on Monday, when stories circulated that Michael Owen and Joey Barton were available for sale.

All the talk was that he would not resign because of the £1million it would cost him to get out of the three-and-a-half year contract he signed just eight months ago.

But Llambias' letter appears to have made up his mind, ironically just a day after West Ham counterpart Alan Curbishley left his post citing similar reasons.

Predecessor Glenn Roeder left the club in the summer of 2007, just prior to Ashley's takeover of the club, also spoke of his dismay at the chaos the club finds itself in.

Roeder, currently in charge at Norwich, told BBC Radio Five Live: 'The club is a tragedy and it goes from one disaster to another.

'There's no stability at the club and I don't think there has been for a long time. They go from one manager to another and the people who suffer the most are the most important people, the supporters.

Roeder added: 'When they talk about Newcastle being a great club, it's only great for one reason - because it has great supporters.'

'All Kevin wants is to be allowed to manage Newcastle United. Or should I say manage the English way.

'It is the fashion today to use the European way of putting someone between the owner and the manager in some kind of technical director role.

'It never really happened to me at Newcastle. The nearest was when Freddy Shepherd came to me and said he had agreed a £5million fee with Chelsea for Damien Duff and I went along with it because I thought it was a good move for us.
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my goodness. again its happening in the club.
this is the 2nd time Mr Kevin broke down and left the team.
i wouldn't blame him as he didn't really get to control the team as he wanted it.
he was so sincere about it with all his plans but thanks to MIKE ASHLEY and his board members.
too greedy huh.? didn't like the way NUFC performance huh?
want it to be the best huh?
didn't even trust Mr Kevin huh?
why don't you control the team then. be a manager, forget about Mr Kevin at the first place.
next up to take charge is Dennis Wise. MY OH MY.
him? i wouldn't be afraid if every players and fans boycott THEM.
heh! i just want THEM OUT!!!! [not only me, the supporters too]

NUFC is a great club. the fans and supporters are great.
the players too. but always the BOARDS, URGH!
hate it since Freddy Shepherd was in charge.
and its geting worst when this MIKE ASHLEY came in.
URGH! i believe glenn roeder knew about this.
that's why he quits. heh!

NUFC all the way! HOWAY THE LADS!

sad . . =(

i believe i'm being left out.
been weeks since i've seen them.
been weeks since i went out with them.
heh. i don't know. doesn't really feel myself among them no more.
never mind. doesn't really matter.

what i'm gonna do,
come every week. do and correct my part.
look out and take care of myself.
end there and we'll see from there.
too many groups divided. no unity.
sad huh? really sad.

recently, didn't get invited for the upcoming event.
maybe forgot, maybe not. couldn't expect me to know all.
nevermind.
heh. nevermind.
used to. doesn't really matter to me as i said before.
let rest this here.
full-stop.

felt like giving up.
gonna do what i believe i should do.
don't feel the unity as before.
it crumpled. saddening. sorry.

signing out . .

Thursday, September 4, 2008

My Schedule . .

Take a look. click it if you wanna see.
my goodness i tell you.
below here is my training schedule during the month of Ramadhan.
2nd below is my Game Fixtures started 6th day of Syawal.
lastly, just a picture of me and my cousins + nieces/nephews.

[22nd - 3rd Oct training change timing to 1500 - 1800hrs]

POL-ITE Fixtures
[The strikes mark are those i might be playing.]

my 2nd brother's graduation dinner with family.
[The lil' ones are my nieces/nephews]

Signing out . .

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Semester Over . .

Finally everything DONE.
CPS project done weeks ago.
Multimedia Project 1 and 2 + mini project DONE!
CPS CA test DONE.
everything DONE!
but *sigh*.. exam ain't over yet.
09-09-2008, i'm having my CPS Exam.

still i've yet to study.
not a single thing is in my head.
previous test i failed. GONE CASE! lol
well, i'm trying. but i just couldn't do it.
no problem, i'll try again and again. heh.
anyway, schools over for me today for this semester! heh!

been so shagged these few weeks.
fasting month + trainings. seriously SHAGGED i tell you.
but hey, i have to endure people.
this is like a test for me. see whether i can endure it. HEH!

i'm feeling unwell since yesterday.
yet yesterday went to training. hur hur.*Degil, i know.*
back home and having headache. Mum help me massage it.
*yelah.. anak mak kate kan.. bluek =P*
today alil' bit better. still coughing and headache.

what should i do now.
semester over. exam NOT.
hhmmm.. study? study? and STUDY?
my goodness. HEADACHE SEY! hahaha!
nevermind, i'm taking a break first.

COMMAND & CONQUER GENERALS, HERE I COME! hahaha!

kinda miss you, my friend.
weeks since i saw you.
ooppss, sorry.
jage-jage malam-malam ye?
jangan tersandung batu! heh heh!

HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIMIN & MUSLIMAH!
take care people!
signing out . .