haywire . .

oh myyy oh myyy.. oh myyy gooooooodness.
i laughed out loud after i listen to it.
the shit story. HAHA!
my goodness. MY GOODNESS!

nyahahahaha, it's funny. it's really funny.
shame on you people. tsk3.

anyway, had test earlier today.
managed to do all.
yeah, hopefully full marks! heh.
straight to mosque after school.
then straight home.

toilet business, bathe, washed up.
its hot out there. yeah.
then off to bedok interchange to meet my sisters.
had lunch with them in Burger King.
slacked under the new block nearest to the interchange.
5pm decided to move off.
took cab home as i have to do my business in the toilet.
haha! can't help it lah!
hahaha!

not coming for band sectionals today.
tired and having TAHLIL at night.
anyway, i missed playing music with a band.
i really missed it alot.
hhmmm =(

NTU keepers improved!

impressive display by the two keepers.
Hairyn or Airyn. i don't know. i called her Ryn.
Yok Peng too. both were impressive during trainings.
they put their 100% effort onto it.
i'm so happy with the both of them.
Both cute too. EHEM!

except for another keeper.
well, she's new. both me and jill kinda disappointed with her.
both attitude and commitment.
never mind. try harder next time yea?
don't give up!

i still have more to give and more for you to learn!
it's FUN for me with you girls!
iyer tau, gatal! bluek!
diam dah!

no floorball next week i believe.
jill and ms tan going off to KL i believe.
hhmmm..

i better go now.
practice my maths now.
tomorrow test! URGH!
signing out . .

Tiring but FUN!!!

hhoooo hoooo hooooooooooo!!
it went so well tonight's game.
it's just a friendly game. we mix around.
there's like 6 Finnish players.
Appiah and one of the World Best Defender, Jenni was there too.

fuuhhh, it was a very fast tempo game.
in fact, everyone had to play.
and eventually theres only 1 substitution.
well, the rest couldn't make it.
not sure why. theres only 13 of us.
5 a side. 1 keeper each.

had one fabulous save whereby its a 2 on 1 situation.
jill and debby on ME!
jill tried to trick me and pass it to debby on her left.
and i quickly dived towards debby to block it.
and YEAH!! i did! lol. appiah and jenni surprised by that.
HEH!

oh oh, have i mentioned about this chinese girl.
i'm not quite sure who she is.
she was there, she was watching.
and realised she has been watching me all the while during the game.
HAH! not that i'm good lah.
but she's CUTE. heh heh.
k shut up.

well, gotta sleep now.
tomorrow, morning class at 9am - 5pm.
then off again to ITE Macpherson for coaching.
carmen couldn't come i believe.
i guess i'll be alone coaching the keepers.
hhmmm.. we'll see how.
heh.

signing out . .

floorball, FLOORball, FLOORBALL!!

i'm gonna stop myself from talking about it.
hhmmmm..

anyway,

oooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!
jambu jambu jambu..
ooppss sorry . .

hur hur. coaching the NTU girls team today. only keepers for me.
well, theres two of us.
carmen and myself. taught them the basics.
well, seriously girls. you did a great job.
fast learner huh! well done!
gotta be much more faster yea?
follow every move. =)

its kinda fun playing and teaching them.
FUN players to be with. hur hur.

anyway, tomorrow i'll be having floorball again.
from 7-9pm @ ITE Macpherson.
will be playing with the top FLOORBALLERS in the world.
Finnish players will be here, timothy, national keepers.
WOAHHHH!! great opportunity. THANKS JILL!
heh heh!

and Thursday will be having training again with the NTU Girls team.
6-10pm again @ ITE Macpherson.
then saturday, 12-2pm. LUNCH with POL-ITE team @ PIZZA HUT(novena)!
ooohh, can't wait!

looks like i can't rest floorball just for a mean time.
sorry, i love it more than i love anything else!

dear dad . .

bapak,

pernah ke firli buat demikian?
pernah ke firli merupai dua muka?
pernah ke firli membelitkan cerita2nya?

firli tak pernah ada niat untuk melukai sesiape pon.
firli tak pernah pun membuat demikian terhadap mereka.
firli skarang lemah pak. lemah menghadapi segala2 nya pak.
memang nyer kalau dari dulu tak kerana cikgu, firli tak akan menghadapi segalanye.

firli cuma mahu enjoy jer main music untuk concert dengan mereka.
tiap tahun firli teringin gitu.
main lagu dengan mereka. enjoy and of coz pak.
express the music like how the professional expressed themselves.

tapi nampaknyer keinginan firli tak kesampaian pak tahun ni.
banyak sangat masalah dalam band.
sampai firli pon boleh terlibat. padahal, firli cumer nak perkara ni STOP.
pak, firli perlu pertolongan.
pertolongan dari bapak.

tunjukkan lah jalan yang lurus untuk firli pak.
maafkan dosa2 firli pak. maafkan lah.
sayang bapak, dari Firli.

La ilaha ill Allah.

sslluuuuurrrpp...

Look at this!! HHHHHMMMMMMMMMMMMMM..
MUUUTTTOOONN CCHHOOOPPP!!!
Can somebody accompany me go makan at beach road?
heh heh! KEMARUK AH!!! lol.

POL-ITE tournament.

was so proud of it.
we came in 2nd! my medal! heh.



yes! RPFlooball was the champion in the end for the GUYS Comp.
we end our tournament as TEAM ITE in 2nd position.
better than last year results.
came in third was NYPFloorball.

for the Girls, NYPGFloorball won as champion.
TEAM ITE came in 2nd.
RPGFloorball came in 3rd in the Girls Comp.

The Results. (NYP vs ITE not yet update)
but the scores, NYP 4 - 7 ITE.


1st november, Lunch with Coach and the team.
Pizza Hut! heh heh. MAKAN!!!

Tuesday, coaching.. can't wait. heh heh! =)
signing out . .

ALL OF YOU SHUT UP!

I HOPE THIS IS FINAL.
WHATEVER I SAY HERE, I REALLY MEAN IT!
AM NOT SIDING ANY OF YOU.

SHEENA, IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM.
SETTLE IT WITH NAD.

NAD IF YOU HAVE TOO, SETTLE IT WITH SHEENA.

OTHERS, SHUT UP AND ZIP IT.
NO NEED TO INTERFERE THEIR PROBLEM.
WHATEVER IT IS I DON'T WANNA LISTEN NOR UNDERSTAND.
THIS IS NOT YOUR BAND. NEITHER DO MINE.
BUT ALL OF US. ALL OF US WANTED TO HAVE A MEANINGFUL CONCERT.
RIGHT? RIGHT?!

THIS IS WAY OUT OF HAND!
BOTH PARTIES, SSSHHH..
SORRY, YOU'RE HURTING THE REST OF US.

OH!! FOR YOUR INFO,
THIS BAND DESERVED THE RESPECT IF ANY OF THIS DIDN'T BROUGHT UP IN THE FIRST PLACE.

I LET IT BE.. I'M THE BAD GUY HERE.

SUBHANAALLAH WALHAMDULILLAH WALAILA HAILLALLAH WALLAHHU AKBAR.

Great News . .

Great news for me!!
hahahahahaha.

I'VE GOT SELECTED TO COACH NTU GIRLS FLOORBALL KEEPERS.
FOR IVP I BELIEVE. hehe


jill select me and Nasir to come down this tuesday to coach their keepers.
oooooohh, kinda cool! yeay!
can't wait to assist them this tuesday in ITE Macpherson.
hee.

signing out . .

BAND PRACTICE . . .

had band earlier today.
took cab to ITE East as i was really late.
reached band room, conduct warm-up for the band.
fitri wasn't there, fian was sick.
so zach asked me to conduct.

had fun playing those songs we played.
was tiring but i had FUN with it.
practice some other songs with Euphonium, Pecos Pueblo and all.

BUT!

i wasn't having fun playing with the band.
i don't know why.
many things bothering me now.
many MAny MANY!! hmmmmm..

it's kinda hard for me to stay in a band,
with all this problems lying around.
yes, people told me to forget about it and play your part.
well, i could not do that.
because i wanna have FUN!
Have FUN with the songs and THE BAND.

Whatever guys.
i'm so DISAPPOINTED with almost everyone of you.
sorry, i ain't that perfect either.
but i'm trying to. i'm trying.

Oh yah, earlier Mr Watson said that its gonna be great.
yes it is, but i don't know whether its gonna be a MEMORABLE one.

SORRY.
signing out.

URGH!!!!!!

I'M SO BLOODY &^%@&^%&@$ DISAPPOINTED.

TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED!

URGH!!!!!

Thanks to many . .

dad passed away last sunday afternoon.

19/10/2008 @ around 1pm.

i was there to take care of him.

just around half an hour after mum and brother went back home,

he vomitted and collapsed.

soon doctor came and they couldn't help it.

he had passed away.

dad always worried to leave mum.

he said that to me before many times.

well dad, insyaallah Firli jaga ibu dengan betul ye pak?

i will always bring happiness for ibu and abang2.

insyaallah. i love you, dad.

thanks to all family members, cousins, aunts/uncles and friends.

who have help us(my family) all the way through the process.

Thanks to Nurses and doctors frm SGH Ward 48 who have help my dad with the treatment and all.

Bagi pihak Allahyarham, kami memohon maaf atas segala kesalahan dan kesilapan dan halalkan segala makan dan minum semasa hayatnya.

Semoga Allah S.W.T. mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya dan mengampuni dosa-dosanya. Amin.

To all my friends. THANKS so much. i'm fine.

Thanks dear too. thanks

Saturday . .

Saturday, 18th October . .
Fazlin's Birthday that is.
bought present for her.
this is it. don't worry, i gave it to her already liao. heh!

had band practice in the morning.
was late, overslept.
came back home late from hospital the day before.
sorry yaya, you wake me up and i ignore your calls. sorry!
played a few songs. and quickly off to fazlin's house.
it's her small birthday party!
her 21st BIRTHDAY! hehheh.. dah tua!
lol. hope you get what you always wanted heh.!
LOVE YOU LAH SISTER! heh heh.

at first i sms-ed her yesterday that i couldn't come.
well, i changed my mind.
sorry fazlin! i thought i wanna make you smile wider by coming lah.
ok eh sis?! heh heh.
hope our frenship last forever. 4 years now and still going.. smile! =)
OH OH OH, she was SURPRISED lah i came. heh heh. k dah habis! lol.

took pictures, sang a birthday songs. cut the cake, eat it and off we go.
me and nurul had to leave. kai, joanna and li koon had to leave too.
so yea, straight down to outram.
take care of dad in hospital.
surprisingly, Nabil, Padi, Sheena, Noreen and Serene came by to visit my dad.
so SWEEEET of them! thanks for coming brothers and sisters!
thanks for accompanying me in SGH.
thanks so much but sorry i couldn't join you guys tomorrow.
hope you guys have FUN yea tomorrow?

neway, enough typing.
rest time, here you go. the pictures.

serene, Shy shy. .
Noreen, sleepy head! lol

thanks for coming!

thanks for calling me every night and day.
though you're busy you would find time to call me even for a minute.
thank god you understand how i felt.
have i answered you? here, ily.

signing out . .

More Raya Pictures . .

Finally received it from Lily's and Yaya's Camera.

Falah's House.

Lily and myself.

in the lift! sempat! heh

Uncle Donny's place. HAHA!

DOTS~!

Beloved Family Angkat. thank makcik and the kakak! =)

Yaya's House. Smell nice once i stepped in.

signing out . .

Back To School . .

First day of school was a perfect day for me.
was early for first lesson.
starts at 10:15am and i came at 9:45am.
hahaha! can't wait to study lah! lol

maths class was what i expected.
a better teacher to teach us Maths.
not so bored actually. more practices we get!
yea!

after lunch we had Project lesson.
i was in Lia's group.
well, only me, Lia, Rose and Aida turn up.
Zaidi absent. tsk3.
we did loads of skeching and storyboard.
most of it, only me, Lia and Rose.
Aida busy talking on the phone. HMPH! nvm.
orang dah bercinta lagi katekan. tsk3. haha!

while doing our work, managed to get some pictures taken.
heh heh. Happy with our storyboard.
its a about John & Jelly. almost the same kinda story as Tom & Jerry.
yeah i know. no originality but its just a group project.
class advisor just wanna see how skillful we are with our flash presentation.
hur hur hur . .








For you . .
can? heeTomorrow game against the RP!
i can't WAIT!!!
not going Maths class tomorrow.
informed Mr Tony already.
anyway, hopefull we WIN tomorrow!
all the best to the girls too! hehe!

Signing out . .

Jalan Raya With Floorball Mates . .

Had a great wonderful Sunday.
full with love and joy.
heh heh.

really having fun going out with them.
though i'll be the one who got teased the most.
yea, i'm big. i know. well, but its FUN!
hahaha!

my goodness, lift incident again this year.
got me freaked out when the lift jammed.
not once but twice! dammit.

every houses we went we have to eat.
their parents cooked for us.
except for some. and i was bloated seriously.
back home straight to toilet and bbbrrrrrrr.. it feels cool.
hahaha. sorry sorry.

Sorry Fazly and family, i dropped that glass.
accidently hit it. hahaha! my goodness. sheeshhhh . .
Sorry to all if i ever kurang ajar, but i wasn't right?
Yaya should apologise to me! you KICKed me! hmph!
Syaza, Benci ah! lol
Jen, the N**** word. sorry. blamed Falah! haha!
Yian the Cute girl! heh heh.
Lily the BLUR SLEEPY MINAH BUTA! hahaha.
the rest, Brams Brams sudah. haha!

here are from my Viewty.
more from Yaya, Lily and Syaza. SOON! better be!

believe me with this. seriously. HAHA!

CUTE . . hee

Thanks to Abang Tua(Donny).
he gave me that Anaheim Ducks legendary shirt.
now i have two NHL jerseys! yeay!

i never had a chance to teman you.

sorry dear. sorry.

tomorrow school! sleep tight! hee.

more to come.
signing out . .

truth lies within you . .

never fail to make me smile.
which i will make you smile in return.
never thought it could be this way.
all turn out to be good ayt?
heh heh. =)

ouh ouh,
rayan and ayra starring at you! heh!


rayyan said "HI" (wave)
ayra said "ahhhhh!" (screaming)
heh heh..

ku sayang ayahku,
ku sayang ibuku,
ku sayang keluargaku
dan ku sayang sama kamu . .

slamat malam, goodnight!
signing out . .

tick tock tick tock . .

i'm having sucha complicated life here.
everything goes haywire. hhmmm.
hope everything fine.

anyway . . .

last thursday was my 2nd game.
i played 2 and a half period during that game.
we won 7-1 against the Temasek Poly.
i believe we're in 1st Position now.
next match, i'm not too sure whether we're against RP or NP.

but anyway, thanks to you, Ruzzie!
you came down, bake brownies just for me.
so sweet of you. heh heh. =)
anyway, will see you next match k dear.

Sunday will be going out with my fball mates for raya.
Insyaallah i can make it. =)
will definitely take loads of pictures. heh heh!
dear? you wanna come along? heh!

till here then.
all the best to Baiz, Amira and all the girls.
both of us won 2 games already liao!
yeah!! we gonna win Win WIN ALL THE WAY!
hehe.

you shine me with a bright light.
never knew it could be you.
i thank you for that.
and yes i do to.

take care and focus yea people?
signing out . .

Against SP..

i played HORRIBLY BAD for the first match.
well, Nasir played 1 half of the game,
then myself for another 1 half of the game.
nasir played well, happy for him.
but not for me.
URGH!!! i just couldn't concentrate playing.

was quite worried about the game,
my dad, my first POL-ITE game as a keeper,
my dad.
i couldn't concentrate at all.
coach understood. everyone too.

but i'll try my best for the next game.
i hope i get to give my fullest concentration during the next game.
my goodness, i just can't forget about today.

anyway, we won 7-2 against the Singapore Poly.
yes, 2 goals i concede. URGH!
move on dammit!

am i prepared . .?

1 or 2 months.
am i prepared?
can't imagine at all.
hope i'm strong enough.
insyaallah.


"love your love ones before its too late"


signing out . .

I've got MY VIEWTY!!!!!

Theres no purple in color! sad!
theres 17 black, 1 silver and 1 pink.
and i chose black lah of course.
classic color! hah hah!

it only cost me $188 w/ upgrade line.
in the website shows it cost ard $288 at first.
i was lucky! got to save up that $100. haha yeay!
photo above not that clear because i'm using my brother's phone.
NOKIA 6233. brother passed it to me.
now i passed it to my mum.
she better use that rather than using the OLDEST ericsson phone. heh.
kesian mum. hehe.

WEEEEEE~!!!!!

Viewty~!!!!!
I'm coming today!!
hahahaha! weeeeeeee!

had a great wonderful Raya for the first day!
but no pictures. SORRY KAK IDA!! hehe.

sleeping back time!
signing out . .