Megatex Sale in Expo . .

spent my day today with cousins, aunt and uncle.
well, i accompany them to buy a BEST laptop up for sale.
it's for my cousin Atiqah.
her dad wants to buy it for her school stuffs.
and she was lucky enough that that's the latest laptop display in Megatex Sale.
the design is abit eeeeerrrrrmmmmmmmm. BUT HEY!
you better look out for the specs of that lappy ay.
it has the best 2GB DDR3 SDRAM, 320GB HD
Window Vista with a nVidia® GeForce® Graphic Card.
and a DOLBY SURROUND sound system attached to that!
URGH!

what i mean about the latest is that,
its 2GB DDR3 SDRAM. thats the latest.
more to know about that, search it through Wikipedia.
hur hur.

well, i care about the Specs more than the appearance of the laptop.
HAHA!

well, i got that Western Digital Element Portable 160GB HardDrive for $79.
and i've transferred loads of stuffs into my HD.
its kinda cramp up the space in my laptop.
it's time for me to re-arrange everything in my laptop.
hur hur hur.

anyway, after buying laptop, my HD, aunt's sewing machine.
we head to their home.
helped out for awhile to settle all the laptop's setting.
to install some stuffs onto it and to their HOME PC.
everything done at around 7pm.
bought food for myself and took cab home.
kinda hungry, so rush into taxi and home! lol

and that's about it for today.
heh heh.
ouh yah Mira, go look out for my 4th November post.
showing you the themes on my viewty.
haha! anyway, smile!
and missed ya! =)

are you waiting for me?
i'm sorry.

signing out . .

Pro Evolution Soccer 2009

Salming Freestyle FC

spent my day today chatting, blogging, watching movie.
and lastly played PES 2009.
create a team named Salming Freestyle.
it was supposed to be Nike Freestyle since all my players are Nike Sponsored.
well, never mind bout that. heh heh.
it's just a game. heh heh. Cool huh the Graphic? lol!

anyway,
a week and half till school re-open!
6 more days to New Year, 2009!
and today's Christmas Day!

well, wishing all Christians Merry Christmas!
Enjoy this Wonderful day and hey, Happy New Year People! =)
Turrah!


signing out . .

Live Your Life.

its so sad to watch my friends behaving the way they behave.
i don't want anything to do with it but i can't do anything but to help.
wait. what did i want to do? huh? nvm. =S

what's over is over.
don't dwell and bring that up again.
let them be, let them live.
and start looking the bright side of life.

i think that's enough.
i just look out for myself now.
to end this post.
i have a song for you friends.

Live Your Life - T.I. feat Rihanna

signing out . .

Symphonic Overture . .

Symphonic Overture - James Barnes

i miss playing this . .

Gift from Isabell Chua . .

my goodness, can you guys believe it?
hahaha! its been like almost a month.
a month had past after the concert.
this gift was given on that day itself.
but today then i found that in my own band file.

i bet Isabell gonna kill me!
she must be wondering eh, "why Firli never post the gift i gave him?"
sorry Isabell! i totally forget about it.
anyway, its only a month. NOT a YEAR.
haha! Sorry Sorry. and i love that gift!
cool! with my name on it! Love you Sister! (",)
hugs!

signing out . .

Philharmonic Youth Winds Concert.

it was a superb performance by the Philyouth Winds.
no doubt about it. it was the best.
the way they played Persis, El Camino, Symphonic Overture.
OOOOOooooooooo!!
i loike!!! can? hahaha!

looks like i can't get Persis Overture out of my head.
Symphonic Overture tooooooo!!
i MISSED playing those pieces!
but first, i need Euphonium.
and i need a band.
and lastly a conductor. any??
hur hur hur hur.

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erm, thanks for giving me surprises at the studio!
haha! thanks for the gift and all.
Oh Oh! Thanks for the FOODs! heh!
one complaint! why no drinks?? i almost choke leh!
hee hee!

anyway, been doing fine at work.
finished up my work early today.
spent my rest of the day at work on karaokeparty.com.
haahaa! c'mon what else will i be doing?
singing lah of course! hahaha! =S

i love my day today.
love it so much! thanks!
and Padi's back in Singapore!
Story Telling one day! there's loads to share!
hahaha! and surely there's loads from you too!
see you when i see you yea?

signing out . .

Finland Champions in WFC

can't be bothered with Singapore against Vietnam.
Vietnam deserved the win.
though they only have a few chances but they did put in 100% effort.

anyway, that's the latest Video of WFC that took place in Czech Republic.
Finals of World Floorball Championship between Finland and Sweden.
Finland Won 7-6 to Sweden. Finland Champion!

signing out . .

away . .

i'll be away for days.
will be back to update more.
well, take care people of the world!

signing out . .

Change Me - Ruben Studdard

How would you like it if I talked about your skin
The way you wear your hair (oh, girl)
Would you like if I talked about your butt or once a month
Turned into someone that was hard to love

How would you like it if I didn't like your smoke
Didn't like your polish you be wearing on your toes
If I didn't like your neck-a-lace or what you cooked for breakfast
Would I be wrong, would I be wrong

Why you wanna change me
Flip all the thangs that really make me the way that I am
Used to make you happy, baby, why you wanna change me
You used to like your big old teddy bear
You used to let me get it anywhere
Now, baby, it's crazy
Why, why, why you wanna change me

Now what if all I did was pick apart
Your friends cause they ain't got no ends
What if I talked about your face in the morning
Cause we know that you ain't cute in the morning
What if I criticized the way that you be eating
And when you sleeping
You be doing that heavy breathing
What if I was at or about your house creeping
Would I be wrong, would I be wrong

Why you wanna change me
Flip all the thangs that really make me the way that I am
Used to make you happy, baby, why you wanna change me
You used to like your big old teddy bear
You used to let me get it anywhere
Now, baby, it's crazy
Why, why, why you wanna change me

We used to love breaking up
Knowing well be together again
And we used to love the arguments
Cause we making love by the end, girl
How you gonna change everything in return
Cause I don't wanna go if it ain't gonna be the same
If it ain't broke then why you wanna change

Why you wanna change me
Flip all the thangs that really make me the way that I am
Used to make you happy, baby, why you wanna change me
You used to like your big old teddy bear
You used to let me get it anywhere
Now, baby, it's crazy
Why, why, why you wanna change me

Tell me why you wanna change
Why, why, why you wanna change me
Why you wanna change me
Why baby, tell me why, girl, why
Baby, tell me why you wanna change me
Why you wanna change me
Why, baby, tell me why, girl
Baby, tell me why
Why you wanna change me
Why you wanna change me
Why, baby, tell me why
Baby, tell me why
Girl, why

used to.

Being Lonely

Being Lonely I shouldn’t care
But I wish that I could share
All the things that I can see
All the things I long to be

Why do I need these qualities?
Why do I need to be part of society?
I used to be happy being me
I want to be what others expect to see

rough day today.

work in a studio again today.
just for about 3hours. hur hur. TIRING lah!
learned a lot from the professional. haha!
had fun with them but unfortunately i have to go.
gonna take a rest before friendlies with the Pasirians in the evening.

was late for friendly match as i went home to get my stuffs first before coming.
anyway, had friendlies with 3 different Pasirian's team.
we ended in the first round winning all 3 teams.
well, we could actually win them BIG margin yea?
was quite frustrated with some of the boys in my team.
the way they played as if this is just a FRIENDLY match.
well, yes it is. but hey, we use this friendly to ready ourself against SIM Blacks this sunday.
no one really seems to understand the important of this tournament.
i guessed they're just so rich to spend money on this tournament.
or maybe they're too complacent i should say. i don't know.

not trying to brag about me much.
i've been competitively involved for 3years straight.
school, clubs no matter what.
yes to some of you, you've been playing floorball for like more than 5years?
who the hell cares if theres still no discipline in you.
ooohhh, no wonder. no wonder i got in.
oooopsss sorry. i just did it.

i've never overcome this team with lack of discipline.
captain has been trying his best to bring the best out of everyone,
afew of us have been trying too.
but it seems like.... i don't know eh.

i just need a serious team with serious discipline players to train with.
i missed training with the SMU Hunters, Schools.
any teams which are well supported and well trained by their coaches.

sorry players of TEAM Central if you're reading this.
i don't know who and how are you guys gonna wake up and realised that,
"yea.. we should be more discipline than this."

next game with SIM Blacks.
they're tough rough guys with TREMENDOUS Fitness level.
skill wise they're up there.
even if they're not, we're gonna be beaten down.
no doubt about this. they're hungry for GLORY.
how about us? i don't know. u decide. tsk3.

again i stressed out. i ain't the best in the team.
i've been trained under great coaches.
they trained me loads. this is who i am.
I AM WHAT I AM NOW.
and i'm glad with the way i am now.

signing out . .

Serene's Concert After Work . .

met loads of people in studio, oooooo! wonder who! theres loads! love it! lol. anyway, i'm helping out in this small company. a lil' bit for me to help out on graphics animated and all. well, i'm working there as well as i'm studying there. also known as attachment BUT this doesn't have to do with my school. hur hur.

after work at around 6pm, quickly rushed down to raffles to meet them. well, i was late. Sorry people. anyway, i was so rushing that i actually forgot to bring home my laptop cable! URGH! now using brothers lappy. hur hur! (",)

Serene's concert was TREMENDOUS! seriously speaking, the way their sound project was great. FULL of GRAND and EXPRESSION! ooooooo wonder when will i get to play with that kinda band.? hhmm. love the repertoires being played by them. and i was in love and touched by their last song. wait let me check their repertoire. OH its "THIRD SYMPHONY BY James Barnes".

that song really touched me. thanks to Mr Leonard Tan for explaining some part of the stories to us before they played. that's good because i actually feel the music with all that stories. the way James Barnes expressed himself through this piece. and the 3rd movement, i actually imagine how he would feel if her daughter still alive. running here and there. his daughter hugging him tightly and not losing him. woooaahhh.. 3rd movement really touched me deeply. found out that Serene loves it too! hur hur!

anyway, after that decides to eat dinner for awhile. slacked, took loads of pictures and went home after that. there's some pictures we took. anyway, i'm tired. its 5am now. sleeping soon. night!

end it with a BACIN face for you! hur hur hur!!

i don't know how i feel right now.
i'm sorry i failed you.
forgive me. =(

time check its 1.40

gonna go out soon for some project in some studio.
and i almost forgot about today. tsk3.
i have to wear smart, formal shirt and pants.
urgh! leceh-ness. quite lazy to wear that.
we'll see how. lol.

after that, will be meeting the bandmates in raffles place.
watching Serene's Concert in Victoria Concert Hall.
then after that, maybe dinner. Maybe.
or off home better, and rest. heh heh!

time check now its 1.50pm.
i better get going. hurhur.
i must be in dhoby ghaut at 3pm. CHALO!

signing out . .

messed up . .

till now i never knew what she wants,
i never knew what i want either.
been trying to understand every moment we spent,
till now i found it complicated as ever.

Sorry for not answering the calls,
Sorry i failed you in all.
Sorry for what i've done to you,
as you were right afterall.

all i want is to have fun with my bandmates,
all i want is peace.
all i want to do is,
to clear everything out with ease.

i can't do anything,
i can't help it no more.
this is what you want i guess,
let's talk no more.

signing out . .

The Fun Day.

Sunday's outing with Bandmates in Sentosa was GREAT! thanks to all those who came down and had fun together. i can't elaborate much about what happened in Sentosa as i have to type it out with only one hand. haha! tiring you know. maybe i will just upload some pictures onto my blog to summarise everything. ok? heh!

i actually dislocated my right arm while i'm on my way home at night yesterday. theres was some pushing and shoving when we were playing Captains Ball. it was all for fun. and one incident happened, and i felt my arm was abit lose. but i wouldn't wanna tell those who were there. don't wanna trouble you guys. heh! =) told nurul bout this last night and she was so worried. lol! chill ayte sister! lol. its normal. it's my third time and will take medication, no problem.

back home from hospital yesterday, straight away watched Swing Girls on OKTO channel. brother record it with our hubstation. looks like i'm wanting to play jazz musics again. any jazz band wants a TROMBONIST? hahaha!

anyway, will upload the pics now. my arms hurting. tsk3. enjoy watching the pictures and have a wonderful day ahead yea? hur hur.!

i wonder, it's this supposed to be BAND or BANT? hahah!

Joanna, Li Koon, Fazilah
Fahmie and Me!
had FUN in the WATER! hahah!

in the middle of the game. police and murderer. heh!

JUMP for the BALL!! hahaha! nabil you PABO! lol

take that! HAIYAK! hahaha!

The Gang! haha~
wonder what's with me? New Zealand Maori?? haha!

i believe Kai or Joanna took this.
a time for only me to walk around the beach.

as i walked alone, i pull them all instead! lol

lil' koonie and the 2 DUMB BROTHERS? what's with us there? lol

Daughter and me! hahha! crazy-face-looking! lol

in the monorail! heh.

The US!

thanks everyone! thanks all who came down! HAD SO MUCH FUN! HUGX!
next outing again. 3rd Jan yea? Fariqe's Birthday? maybe? hahha! see how!
till here, bye!

Signing out . .

all alone . .

sitting down all alone by the beach,

feeling the wonderful atmosphere surrounds me.
and the skies so beautiful up above,
always hoping someone to be there with me.

When I'm lonely,
i imagine a valley.
no life in sight,
just me being lonely.

When i'm lonely,
i close my eyes.
hoping to wake up,
to a surprise.

when i'm lonely,
i cannot think.
my thoughts are gone,
it's like my mind is not in sync.

when i'm lonely,
i had the best day ever.
to restart my whole new life,
into as meaningful as ever.

(this is what i always do when i sit by the side of the beach)
see that sky. its so beautiful. its just so naturally beautiful.

Walk Away - Ben Harper

Oh no
Here comes that sun again
That means another day
Without you my friend

And it hurts me
To look into the mirror at myself
And it hurts even more
To have to be with somebody else
And its so hard to do
And so easy to say
But sometimes
Sometimes you just have to walk away
Walk away

With so many people
To love in my life
Why do I worry
About one

But you put the happy
In my nest
You put the good times
Into my fun
And its so hard to do
And so easy to say
But sometimes
Sometimes you just have to walk away
Walk away
And head for the door

We've tried the goodbye
So many days
We walk in the same direction
So that we could never stray
They say if you love somebody
Than you have got to set them free
But I would rather be locked to you
Than live in this pain and misery

They say time will
Make all this go away
But its time that has taken my tomorrows
And turned them into yesterdays
And once again that rising sun
Is dropping on down
And once again you my friend
Are nowhere to be found
And its so hard to do
And so easy to say
But sometimes
Sometimes you just have to walk away
Walk away
And head for the door
You just walk away
Walk away

Kak Ida's Engagement . .

"It’s easy to fall in love. The hard part is finding someone to catch you."

"The gift of life, for all the effort and pain it involves, is too beautiful and precious for us ever to grow tired of it."

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Just look at her. So pretty on her BIG DAY! hehe
all of us was so glad for her!
everything went so well just now.
hehehehe! All the best Kak Ida!!
Next up! Your Wedding! hahaha!
Jeng jeng jeng.. waiting waiting.! lol

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05/12/08

was supposed to go out with Padi, Fazilah and Yaya.
but ended up both Padi and Fazilah had to cancel due to reasons.
so told Yaya, next time yea? heh.

noreen sms me earlier, asking me to meet them.
then yea, i'm meeting them since my plan was canceled.
after school left around 6pm,
off to meet noreen, Nabil, Sheena, Azman, Fariqe and Serene at marina.
had dinner together at Secret Recipe.
had loads of laughter and all with them.
then off to GJC to lepak.
talked here and there till 11pm and off to home. heh!

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i'm so stressed up with my work.
till now my project have not done the animation.
its difficult for us to work together.
i pity Kamalia, my group leader.
i believed shes a bit stress because there will be at least one whose absent.
now i'm trying to help Kamalia by doing thos animation we need.
since i got the Adobe Flash CS3 in my laptop,
might as well i do it for her.

so people, believed me what i told you.
i'm stressed with the project right now.
its tougher than you might think.
i'm sorry if i never talk/sms/chat with you.
i have to spare my times for many many things.
thanks to some who accompanied me. thanks.
i can't all the way focus on it and finished up asap.
my brain gonna be dead if i were to do that. tsk tsk tsk.

thanks for understanding people!!

i hope you do understand me.

and,

SLAMAT PERTUNANGAN ANTARA
NORHIDAYA AND ISKANDAR!

signing out . .

RANDOM POST . . .

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new Album up . .

new photo album up on the left side bar. "MUSICA FANTASIA III" take a look!

Life . .

THIS IS WHAT I CALLED LOVE.
A SWEET TROMBONIST SECTION
heeee.

I'm so in love with this section photos! Thanks to the juniors for all the gifts! look at us. in tears of joy. i missed every single moment that we had. I MISSED YOU! Hugxxx!

"I dropped a tear in the ocean. The day you find it is the day I will stop missing you."

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"Theres a lot of unexpected things that happen in our life. We never expect the unexpected. because we never expect the unexpected to be expected. so always be prepared in life with all the unexpected things that will happen in your life real soon. understand? heh nvm."

"in life, be truthful its the best way to end all kinds of problem. but being truthful its also that difficult for us to be. but maybe some of us should really be truthful enough to make them understand and make them clear that its the truth, and we're not lying. let's face the fact. well, maybe we should. i don't know."

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talked to yaya on the phone just now. explaining all kinds of reasons to her about the way i am. explained the way my dad was before. he who taught me to make others smile before me. bringing all those happy moments back in their life before me. because they are the precious one in your life. the one who will respond, talk, treat just the way you treat them at first... oh man, i just missed him so much. i've got loads to learn from him. loads more. i missed him and i did let the tears roll down my cheeks while i'm on the phone with her. sorry yaya. i shouldn't let my emotion control me. sorry.

to my other lil' sister, theres no use now talking about it no more. the person finally revealed everything. what can we do? it's hurtful, i know, been there. stay strong sister as this is a test for you in life that you could never run away but to face it and let it go. Losing someone isn't that bad, but losing yourself worst. i hope you get what i meant. friends are by your side. gather them back and be happy with them. bring those smile of yours back to where it belong. stick and have fun with them just like you used to. i bet you, you'll love it.


Signing out . .