Monday, May 26, 2008

monday . .

early for my make up class just now. covered 2hrs of my lost. well, didn't do anything much for my make up class. just be there to stay for 2 hrs. haha! pathetic right.? because i've finished all my assignments. that's why. ended up watching Ayat-Ayat Cinta on my Lappy. hahaha! watch it with Kamalia. others wanted to watch but i told them i burn for them enough. HAHA!

Ayat-Ayat Cinta is a sad story. Can see why most of them crying walking out from the theatre. seriously it is a sad story. you should watch it lah people. haha! Fazlin, I've watched it liao! hahaha! now can i have the songs.? heh heh..!

last saturday, Mr Eric told us that trombonist had to cut down to 5 only. ONLY. my god. didn't know what to do. didn't want to make it so chaotic or something and i just said i back out for NBC. hah. i mean its ok with me lah but i didn't want to make it trouble you know. but nabil had finalised it everything. 4 confirm. the seniors, Me, Nabil, Nurul and Syahidah. 1 more should be Jonathan i guess. BUT! i still want my whole section to be in. its sad and we didn't know what to do with the other two.? should they come.? after NBC than they'll be back.? Saddening seriously. now Nabil in dilemma. he thought of having only the seniors participate in this NBC. He's trying his best to make it fair for everyone. anyway i think Nabil, we/them should understand lah. Trombonist will always understand each other. the only problem is that we're gonna be separated for awhile. and thats sadden all of us.

Trombonist, Can we have Section meeting this friday. i think the seniors have a say to everyone. myself included. yup. Can.? Love you guys . . .

wanted to buy new phone. but to think again, i dont think i need it lah. canceled. i'll still be using my samsung phone. just have to wait another 7-8 more months till my plan finish. heh! long way ay. hhhmmmm -.-

Can't wait for Saturday game's day. BUT I HAVE NO GREEN SHIRT!!! howww..?? have to buy again.? i'm broke now, how?? anyone can sponsor.? haizzz..

till here then people. will update more soon
signing out . .

Tobacco Free Youth Design

Thursday, May 22, 2008

MANCHESTER UNITED the KING of EUROPE!

Manchester United won champions league yesterday over Chelsea FC in penalties. it was a tight game yesterday between both English Giants. We couldnt predict which team will emerge as champion till the final penalty taken by Anelka and saved by Edwin Van Der Sar. WoW!

in the library just now. didn't go to school. Woke up late and went out of the house at 10:30am. think again, if i were to reach school i ill only spent half an hour in class. so i decided to skip school today. in Bedok Library, did the banner that i'm supposed to hand in tomorrow. its about TOBACCO FREE YOUTH.

Met Zurah after that for lunch at banquet Bedok. spent some times with her just now before meeting Yat and Lan. they reached, we bought munchy donut. yup yup!!! NICE! end up the bedok people ate alot of donut. HAHA! me and Zurah ate 4 donuts Yat and Lan ate only 2 donuts. Hah! remember i ate lunch already? HECK! hahaha.

Zurah left. Yat, Lan and myself meet up with Addi and Lukman. straight to training at ITE Macpherson. changed, start training with Jill Quek. i tell you, its been a long time since i've trained under Jill. had to run 1.3KM and then drills and games. I'm totally tired. left training at around 7pm. bathe, changed and took cab down to Kallang PA for OMS practice. was totally shagged i tell you. AIyoH! hehehe! played some nice songs. half past nine, stop practice and left the room. Bought some breads and head to top level of the carpark. they called it "garden carpark". nice place to chill! waahh! chill around with OMS peeps. till 11.30pm. took cab home with Daus, Aidyn and Hafiz. Daus treat! hahaha. Thanx DAUS!!

Thought going home straight. end up lepak again under the block near our block for awhile. chit chat bout band stuffs. Display, indoor, outdoor. Macam-macam sey! hahaha. half past midnight, all went separate way. straight home and here i am blogging.. hehehe!

going sleep now..
signing out . . .

Monday, May 19, 2008

Felt Crappy today . .

I'M SICK
NOT IN THE MOOD
EVERYTHING IS FREAKING CRAZY RIGHT NOW
THERES GONNA BE LOADS OF PROBLEM COMING
NOT WITH ME BUT WITH SOME OF THEM

MACAM MACAM EH DUNIA NI
COBAAN.. Astaghfirullah
SETIAP HIDUP ADA BAIK DAN BURUK NYA
TAPI NI SUDAH MELEBIH.. TETAP COBAAN

Subhanallah

I JUST DONT SEE THIS ENDING ANYTIME SOON
I HATE THIS CRAPPY LIFE IN ME
HAH!

Friday, May 16, 2008

Rest in Peace Roslan Bin Saharo (LOK)




The last picture. thats him in jersey no. 44. his favourite no. all the while. great player who will look up onto someone and eventually followed and learnt every footstep and skill from that someone. a captain of my club team, Central District Force Floorball.

Central District Force or should i say Team Central now have lost one of the best defender in a team and a captain of the team. we'll missed him. ishak really missed him loads because he had been playing alongside LOK all the while. now that hes gone for good, we have to find replacement and its difficult for us to get one. and we've planned to invite her sister to come down and watch our first game of the div 3 season. to dedicate our first match to him and the family. we really missed you, on behalf of the whole ITE College Central Team. Rest in Peace my friend.


signing out . .

Couldn't sleep til now . .

been thinking alot lately. just read a news bout a Roslan(LOK) in channelnewsasia.com. after reading it, makes it difficult for me to sleep and thinking bout him. those days when we're all together as one team. looking through the pictures. brings alot of memories. heres a few pictures of him and us.

*Sorry.. Been trying to upload some pictures but could not. STUPID BLOGGER! ERGH!

Sorry..

missed.. signing out..

In loving memory of Roslan Bin Saharo . .

Roslan Bin Saharo, also known as LOK by many had passed away this afternoon at 2:30++pm. Collapsed during training while he was serving NS. Police that is. Doctor said its a Heatstroke. been bleeding internal and external parts of the body. shall not say it out any further. all i got to say is that, Roslan Bin Saharo had already left us with a lesson to learn. And Allah s.w.t. loves him more. Goodbye my fellow school/clubmate, my junior, my friend, our ITEfloorball ambassador. you will always be remembered. the No. 44 on the back of your shirt, shall never be replaced in our club. will always be yours. rest in peace my friend.

al-fatihah

after hearing and facing all this. i'm worried for my dad now. hes still in pain. just massaged him and hes still in pain. cant bear to see him facing all this. i'm getting worried. felt that i should just stayed home all the way and help my mum. will try to do anything to help my dad regain his strength. Insyaallah.

I'm not in the mood at all these days. Sorry. don't worry, i'll be fine. if i need anyone i will msg anyone of you. but seriously, i'm fine thank you. thanks people. =(


signing out . .

Thursday, May 15, 2008

tiring and lost day for me today..

lost, doesnt mean i've lost someone. BUT! i'm lost. dont know what to do and all. just pray and pray and pray.

spend the whole day yesterday in NUH. visit LOK(roslan). hes still unstable at the moment. still survive. hoping for any miracle to happen. he still still under the help of the life support. hes been bleeding both internal and external. bleeding through his brain, skull. thats what the doctor says. been praying and praying for him. wouldnt wanna lose another great player, a truly great friend of my.

latest update from YIAN. hes in better condition now. 50/50 stable. better than before. it was worst. thank god he granted our prayers from all of his families and friends. hopefully he'll recover. insyaallah. amin.

anyway, stayed there for bout 9 hours. from 2pm till 11.30pm. after hearing the news, it actually made me to stay even longer. all came. some of the CDF team members, his friends, ITEFloorballers who will also always be there for him. SORRY TO ALL, HANDPHONE BATTERY FLAT. COULDNT UPDATE, MSG/CALL, REPLY SOME OF YOUR MESSAGES/CALL. SORRY. anyway, took train from DOVER mrt to bedok. slept throughout the journey. tired. met DIENA at BEDOK mrt. walked with her. shes lucky to have a PSP. a guy droped his PSP while running to catch the bus just now. Lucky DIENA because the guy never came back! well, here i am now. going to sleep soon.

will be going to NUH again tomorrow. maybe in the afternoon. anyone wanna follow, SMS me please. thanks! till here for now.



signing out . .

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

ATTENTION TO ALL ITEFLOORBALLERS . .

Roslan, also known as LOK by everyone. part of ITEFloorballers family since his first year in 2006. he has been with us throughout the years till now. he is now in ICU @ NUH. attack by heatstroke during NS while having training. in 50/50 condition. we're shocked after we heard the news. so far we have seen him more than a healthy person. fit for everything. but this is all in the hands of god. god's will. kuasa Allah s.w.t.

He is a great guy. do have some misunderstanding with him. but truly he is a great and competitive guy. will pray hard for him to get well soon. would not wanna leave another part of the family members of ITEFloorballers.

To all ITEFloorballers, if you happened to read this. msg anyone of the floorballers about this. let's pray and hope for the best for him. meeting up tomorrow at 12pm outside student hub near the block 3 toilet. if you're going, sms to my phone please. THANKS!

be it in whatever condition, God still loves him more than we do.
Dengan apapun atas kesihatan nya, Allah s.w.t. lebih menyayangi nya.


signing out . .

Monday, May 12, 2008

Mother's Day

everyone came to my house last night. my cousins, aunties, uncle. had family meeting at first. was glad with dad's condition. hes fine. alhamdulillah. had meeting about the outing soon in june. after that had dinner together and celebrate all mum's Mother's Day! hahaha. mum cook spaghetti, bought pizzas from pizza hut behind my block. ate it all together with the rest. i didn't took any pictures yesterday. was kinda busy eating actually and layan-ing my cousins. heh heh! HAPPY lah yesterday can? =D

body aching till now since last saturday. had soccer match after band last saturday. played the whole game. got kicked in the leg, step on my hand, kicked on the groin. OUCH! heh! beat the indonesians 9-3. hahaha. i conceded 3 goals. DARN! haha. hey, it was a penalty. i saved it but lose it the second time. sigh. 2nd goal conceded with opponent shoots into the bottom right hand corner. can't do anything too, poor defending. HAH! 3rd goal...... HAHAHA! my mistake. i slipped the ball and let it through. sigh. but overall i did make loads of tremendous saves! hahaha! (really?) heh! check him out next time hes having a match ayte?! hahaha!

Who next? anyone? Beep me if you wanna have a match with my team. or should i say my brothers team. hah! heck! lol

Mariam's birthday today! HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to my darling sister! Wish ya had a Happy and Joyous moments in life ahead aite. HEH! Happy birthday to you once again! (",)

Fitri's tomorrow! HEH! HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to you too bro! chill and relax more ayte. don't be too stress up! wish ya all the best in whatever you're doing aite. take care!



Going out with mariam on wednesday insyaallah. celebrate her birthday lah eh! haha!
AND FAIZAH! biler nie.?? TOM YAM SOUP GUE DI MANA?! hahah! QUICK QUICK!

signing out..

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Complicated life i have till now . .

Life too complicating right now. cant believe my own cousins will do that. many things happened in the family. with my dad now suffering the pain which is too painful and which doctor could not even solve whats the problem. get the picture? puzzled? me too. shared with my cousin, kak Ida. shared alot about our family. This problem had been bothering us for years. well, i'm still researching some stuffs bout all this. i'm sad. i'm disappointed. i'm worried with my dad's condition. how can i live with all this.

Subhanallah.

"ya allah ya tuhan ku, ku mohon kepadamu ya allah, baikkan lah kesihatan ayahku. tunjukkan lah jalan yang lurus kepada mereka. terangi lah hati mereka, sedarilah mereka telah apa mereka lakukan ini. amin ya rabbal alamin."

i'm just hoping that this will end soon. hopefully it will. InsyaAllah. Thanks Kak Ida & family for the concern. appreciate it alot. thanks for being there always. To others sorry if i'm always feeling down. but no sweat, i will always bring smiles onto your faces. believe me i'm fine thank you.

To you my dear, i'm sorry i wasnt there for you. its sucha painful feelings i know. i understand your feelings. wanted to be there for you but you should know. might be a different story if i were to be there with you. will bring smile onto your faces i promise. if you need time to settle things up, i'm fine with it. need me and i'll be there for you. InsyaAllah. Hope that you will have a better day tomorrow. spend some precious and happy moments tomorrow ayte? anything call/msg me.

loved . .

Monday, May 5, 2008

Loss

whenever i listen to this, it reminds me of them, the happiness of the "group". missed those people who used to be with each other, who used to have great laughter with each other, who used to share the love and care with each other..

i missed him, missed her, missed them.. if the "group" still remain the same, the happiness, the bonding.. this wouldnt be a loss.. with misunderstanding, with hateness all around in a "group".. a "group" that i never felt so close no more.. with this and that.. made me confused made me lost.. how will we survive..?

it's been 4yrs since i enter ITE.. till now theres no sign of happiness in a "group". been sharing with the people who have been with me all along. till when will this end.? till when..? i still love this "group", still care for the people all around me.. guess i didn't spread the love as much as i do.. guess i should just hope then.. guess i should.. just hope.. hope..

Just hoping the "group" will be unite and happy with each other anytime soon.


I MISSED THE OLD "GROUP"




I'm not emo ok.. just hoping you guys to realise what had already happened. stop saying i'm emo. because i'm not.

signing out . .

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Fruit Face


hahaha. this is an example i did in class. this is what i will do. just this. SLACKED right.? hahaha. But project i bet its gonna be difficult with videos editing and all. k done.

tiring friday . . but impressed with almost everything . .

forget bout all that. guess i should just lead myself to the simplest life in this world. heh! yeah.

woke up late as per normal. slept late last night. couldnt sleep so watched soccer. suprisingly BAYERN MUCHEN lost to FC ZEN? tsk3. ok i don't think you guys watch UEFA cup. nahh, nvm. played Counter-strike with my brother. LAN GAMING in the house. hah! as usual. now that hes done with uni., he'll be home more often and yeah! its great! lol

anyway back into it. woke up late for class. should have come alil' later. just like i've said. 4 hrs lesson but end up, i only spent 1/2 hr doing those assignment and hand in. so helped most of my classmates. especially fizah. kept on asking and asking. tsk3. hahaha. untuk kau eh fizah, kasihan sama loe..

end class around 12nn. wait for yat and addi. went to food culture with them and few of my classmates. ate together with afew more, syahidah, fika, hairul and nestaz. then off to school back again for floorball training. i'm no more a defender in school team. am now a goalkeeper. kinda lazy to be a defender now. still they want me back as a defender as theres not much defender. sorry people. no keeper too as well right.?? so i be the keeper ok? heh heh! anyway, training with the girls team first as their keepers were absent from training. impress with afew girls shooting. not bad.! haha. then back with the guys team. totally impressed with the team i'm playing just now. haha! set-up play and control of the ball! fuuhh! niceeeee! hahaha. and i concede only a goal for them. shoot! hahaha. we won 8-1. around there. HAH!

after training, quickly bathe, changed. supposedly meet someone but end up we meet up in school. Heh! sorry eh..?? (",) had serious sectional. impressed with the section. break time we ate and chat among our section. bought for them some kaya and choc bread. yeah. love the section mah.! haha! back to serious sectionals again and done with tonight's sectionals.

straight to Macdonald for dinner. done with dinner and walk back home. sorry trombone section, cant go out with you guys tomorrow after band. i had to leave at 4pm and be there by 5pm. sorry yar? we'll choose other dates sorry. next week i'm not so sure too as i have to leave by 4pm too. soccer with my whole big family. haha. smile! Sorry.

can't sleep, washing my pants and my training shirt. i'm seriously tired now. gonna lie down and watch tevee. hopefully i'll be asleep soon. haha! logging off now.

signing out . .

Friday, May 2, 2008

I'M HOPELESS . .


I'M HOPELESS FELLA I KNOW!!

DISLIKE WHO I AM??

OK THEN, GOODBYE!


i'm an emo-person, bad-tempered guy.. what else people.? big fat ugly bastard.?? isit that.? no? i dont know. love talking bout me. cant tolerate my attitude? cant tolerate for who i am.? ok. nvm. i wont be stupid enough to just quit. its my passion. i'll live for it. soon i graduate i'm off.

don't ask me why now. i wont answer i wont tolerate you guys. ATTITUDE MAH! can.??







can't believe it actually turn out this way. i knew this would happened. just as i thought.

Not all your "Friends" consider you as theirs. maybe they do but you'll find out what they think of you.

.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Boring Holiday . .






Thursday, killing me big time!! disappointed in liverpool.. they lost to Chelsea last night. sad! Finals, Man Utd vs Chelsea @ Moscow Stadium. All the best!

woke up in the morning, had cramp on my neck and shoulder.. malays they called it "salah bantal" (wrong pillow) haha.. i cant turn my head lah to look back.. sheesh.. gonna have training tomorrow before band.. HOW? got selected to play for ITE in RP open house Floorball 3-on-3 challenge.. i have to come down tomorrow for training.. or else i'll be out and be replace.. nevermind, i'll go!

anyway today, did nothing but face my lappy and my brother's lappy. took some shots of myself with my brothers lappy with built-in webcam. haha. seriously nothing better to do lah sey! still again with my own design, heres a new one. hahaha. just love designing. sorry if u're bored with my designs, leave then. HAH!

till here then. i'm off to bed. see you people around.
signing out!