Shagged . . . .

school suck today.
Firedrill around 9.30am.
its hot out there and we have to stand at the field.
pissed. while doing work and we have to leave it and down to the field.
till now i've not finished with my assignment 1. 2 coming up. DANG!

afternoon, met junior. gave me something. awwww hahaha.
"here, for you. must wear it ah. better do!" (auntie voice)
my god! hahaha!
Gift: a TITANIUM sort of wristband.
thanks junior! =)

met jack and farhan before training too.
off to accompany him to buy some stuffs.
4.30pm. left them and off to training at Macpherson.
last training today. spent some quality time training with JILL
we hope all our hardwork paid off on the 7th and 12th August.

had to skip OMS today.
sorry NURUL! i should have told you earlier.
i wanted to go OMS. but i don't really know what time it ends.
unexpectedly it dragged till almost 9pm.
i was totally shagged like HELL!
training from 5 - 9pm.
anyway, SORRY NURUL!
shall see you this saturday ok?
smile!

on the way back home. pretty chinese lady walked past me.
BUT!!!!!!!!!
how come shes not in her slippers or shoes.
shes barefooted lah. on the road, pathway.
she seriously look pretty. like to me WOW!
look at her feet, like EEERRR. *puzzled* :S

hahaha!
ok now i gotta go!
sleeping early today. shagged!
school early morning, Soccer after prayers. Festival Winds at night!
Whole day out! Shagged again i believe.
ahahaha!

signing out . .

imy.

Bubu, don't forget tomorrow.
6.45pm at VCH! meet Ms Kecik/Pendek/Tua first.
shes Ms Azleen.
hahaha!

don't always look down on yourself ok?

chat with junior, heh. CUTE! keep looking down on herself. sheesh. you're no loser, suck or anything. you're just fine! stop that ok? hahaha. CUTE. see.. hee hee

don't think negatively. what we were talking was about double tonguing! hahaha! sheesh!

trust yourself and have faith my dear. heh heh! Friday, moment of truth for the leaders of BDSSBand. all the best to all!! heh heh! i'll be there with you guys!

anyway, went for class this morning and did afew on my mini project! damn, its so damn tough lah! hmph! left class at 12noon. back home and had my lunch. out again to meet the alumni members at bedok interchange. then straight to practice at Bedok South Sec. not all were there. most of them practicing for Festival Winds. well, my other junior came. Zheng Wei i guess. forget his name. hahaha. by the way yah, i taught him a little bit about playing music. how to express and the sound quality. he was amazed to see my play SONG OF THE PRAIRIE euphonium part. with the running notes and all. the double tonguing that i played for warm-ups. he looked really amazed lah! haha. taught them the tricks. BUT! be patient my junior. it may take years to get it. it took me almost 2 years to get it by myself. hahaha. DANG!! haha. don't give up. Most importantly play confidently and express your sound beautifully. yeah? heh. will teach ZhengWei and Patricia some other days again ok? haha!

anyway, after teaching him, spent some times with Ms Azleen and the alumni members. Ms Azleen still small and CUTE! hahaha. my god, we bullied her. hehehe! sorry yar Ms Azleen. bully her again and she might not want to go Festival Winds with me and BUBU this coming friday. hahaha. after band, we headed down to Century Square to have our dinner. then slacked at the Starbucks Tampines for hours till HuiZhen came back and went home together at 9pm.




Its good to see Iskandar, Shalbiah, Joyce and Zheyu back! missed them loads! do come more often yea? heh heh. Loved!! heh
anyway, till here.
signing out . .

Unbelievable - Craig David

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

[Chorus]

Now I see, what love means

Tagged by Fazlin . .

ok TAGGED by Fazlin.

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
New Zealand/Australia.. hopefully it'll be after i graduate before serving NS. Brother said so! heh!

2. What's your favourite thing to do?
There's alot. Most favourite will be expressing the music that i play with/without a band.

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
erm, depends. yeah! hahaha.. but not all the the time.. :smile:

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
i dunno. i'll accept anything. as long as you're sincere to give me something.

5. Things you can't live without:
Laptop and Music. make sure theres laptop and make sure there's Music in my laptop! heh

6. What are you afraid to lose?
to lose the love ones. love my family.

7. If you win 1 million, what would you do?
i'm not really sure what i will do. as far as i concern, will try my best to help my dad.

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
to live a happy life and keep on with the passion that i still have it right now!

9. List down 3 good points of the person who gave this survey:
Funny, good-listener and erm.. good.. a loyal friend i should say. yes she is. (jangan kembang tau) ;P

10. What makes me happy?
food. i guess. if i merajok, just treat me for lunch or dinner. HAHA! bluek ;p

11. What type of person do you hate most?
i duno. i don't really hate people. i dislike just like fazlin said it.

12. If you could have a superpower what would it be?
yah, a curer. cure my dad asap.

13. Would you go for happiness or money?
Both. in need of it both just for dad.

14. Who do you think is the most important thing in your life?
The ones close to my heart.

15. If you have a girlfriend, would you die for her?
i would die for her if our love is really strong to trust each other.

16. Who was the last person who hugged you?
my niece, baby ayra. heh heh. shes cute! ;)

17. What is the one thing you want badly now?
To graduate, served NS and sign on if i pass my audition for SAFBand or PoliceBand. depends. doakan ye. Insyaallah.

18. Whom are you close to?
My family members, especially mum and dad. bandmates and my junior(heh!). =)

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
yesh i am. =)

20. If you could do one thing all over again, what would it be?
i've done so many wrongs to my dad. i've failed him. i would like to rewind back time and be a good child to my dad. after what he did to me. appreciate and understands him what he wants for me to achieve. =)
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7 things that scares you:
firstly: Allah s.w.t.
- To lose my love ones
- Death
i leave it till here can? can't think of any.

7 things that you like most:
-Trombone/Euphonium. to get me going expressing my music.
-laptop for schoolwork and re-arranging music.
-to get a driving license.
-my floorball sticks and helmet. love sports. love playing it.
-mixmaster turntable and mixer. creating music with my own creativity.
-drawing pad for my laptop to design some artworks and animation.
ok one more thing. can i past it. please. haha!

7 important things in my room:
- floorball balls and sticks.
-pillow.
-desktop and laptops.
-mixer and turntables.
-scores of music.
-.- short of 2. TET! next! :D

7 random facts bout me:
- I love to sing. not jiwang ok! just love it.
- I love learning much more about this world of music.
- Happiness will come from my friends before me.
- I love to compete in any kind of activities.
- Love to play floorball as i told ya, love to compete.
- love to be alone at some point of time.
- i really do love hanging around till this time. and i'll sleep at 5-6am. tsk3

7 things that I plan to do before I die:
- Make sure i sempat taubat first!
true fazlin. i followed ya. i can't think of any right now. haha!

7 things I can do:
- Play tuba, trombone and euphonium.
- Designing and animation graphics (still trying to improve myself to be better.)
- I can really sing too. sang with Hafiz most of the time during band. ;p
- I can re-arranging music for my ITE Brass Section.
- Help anyone who needs help. will always try my best to make them happy! (I hope i did to some of you) :)


7 things that I can't do:
- I can't eat 3 plates of chicken rice!! hahaha!
- I can't play flight of the bumblebee.(to junior)
- i can't DRIVE!! errgghh! wait till end of year, Insyaallah.
whatever that looks like i can't. list them them down for me will ya? haha!

7 things you are attracted to in the opposite sex:
shes a:
- sweet girl who really suits the way i'm expecting it.
- who appreciate what i'll do to make her happy.
- the smile.
- the sincerity
- always confident. dare to make mistakes. learn from them.
- Understanding for sure.
and finally the LOVE.

7 things that I often say:
- Insyaallah.
- Whateveeerr(Raised up hand)
- Dah pandai lah seyy..
- sukati kau!
- OUH WELL (doing it during other band practice.)
- ermm.. (sarcastic way, rolled eyes*)
- MAHU PER?! Hehe.

7 people to do this survey:
- Junior
- yaanaa (MWS Flautist)
- Nabil
- Sheena
- Noreen
- Nurul
- Rahman
(If you guys are willing to do uh. If don't want, it's okie!) :D
And to those who are willing to do this. :))

the 3 days . .

Friday, didn't actually go to school that day. slept at 3am. couldn't woke up early that morning. decided not to go to school and hand in project. called my form tutor about the project. he gave me 1 more weeks to finalise it and hand in. damn! heh heh. had driving lesson in the afternoon. cool! lol. drove all around till Temasek Poly. and back to the driving centre. evening went out with the bandmates to watch AICHI MEIDEN HIGH SCHOOL BAND! i really love the way they played Deep Purple Medley. COOL! hahaha. its just the same as the one i watch on youtube. heh heh. back home late night.

chat, sing song on the phone with my friend till almost 3am. ya allah. band pract tomorrow and yet can still chat till 3am. listening to our old time favourite, all the BOYBANDS. NSYNC, Westlife, Backstreet Boys and more. our voice, totally cannot make it lor! hahaha. shoot! BANG! hahaha dead* :S

saturday morning woke up at 7.30am. mum woke me up. bathed, change and quickly off to band. reached exactly 9.30am. get ready my intruments and warm-up. played some songs and done with band as per usual at 1pm. heh heh. went to have our lunch with the usual people. bought some sweettalk drinks and we walked separate ways as i have to go for KENDURI KESYUKURAN at my cousin's place. kesyukuran for my brother's achievement to received himself a 2nd class Honors. stayed there, help here and there to clean up and home sweet home at 2am after watching TROY. slept straight away upon reaching home. and now, i just woke up and gonna bathe soon. change and meeting Wei Bing first behind my block. then meeting the rest of the bandmates to Serene's Concert. Singapore Poly. GO SERENE, IZZAT, DENNIS, JUN HAO!

heh heh. til here then..
signing out!

Flash Mini Project . . DONE!

i'm done with my first Flash short StoryBoard Mini Project. hahaha. Didn't really put much effort into it as i have only a day left to submit it. anyway, enjoy! - A last minute work production. heh!

My Junior Patricia . .

have i told you guys about her, my junior?

WOW! she played Pecos Pueblo so nice! her sound quality really nice! need to push up a little strong. you're up there junior! hahaha! COOL! hope you gain loads of experience under Mr Glosz! all the best for your Festival Winds with the rest of his band! you remind me of Pei Liang. Proud of you! lol. call me up if the brasses are full. i'm here to help! =)

Back to BDSSBand..

Came to BDSBand together with the other 4 alumnis. Bubu, Hui Zhen, Jonathan and Sharif. Band was fine. seriously all players in that band can really play well with their intonation and all. BUT still theres more to put in some effort. Especially to the Brass Section. you got to put some SOUL into it while playing. play confidently. be strong as we're the bass of the band. we're the supporting ones from the back. still we need to be heard to balance with the band.

i hope you guys accept my offer to help bring back the lively BRASS section we used to have. i'll try my best. i've talked to Mr Ong(Co-Conductor) about me offering some help for the band. hey, its for free leh. not asking any cents from everyone leh. heh heh. i hope you guys could come this coming MONDAY for our sessions.

heres the pictures taken just now. just to relax myself and not thinking bout it for a moment. Worth spending time with this people. glad to meet up with you guys back again. hope we can be there again for BDSBand and play our parts together with the band till EOY concert. really looking forward onto it! COOL!

nice photography taken from Hui Zhen with only her normal camera.
No need to have Canon 450D or anything. anything is possible!

bottom left Clockwise: Yati, Me, Jonathan, Sharif and Hui Zhen.

Bottom Left CW: Trombonist, [Trombonist/Euphonium], Euphonium, [Tuba/Trpet], Trpet.

signing out . .

Terima Kasih Ayah . .

didn't attend class today. was totally shagged. i thought i could be relax for awhile after NBC. but no, too many things come right up onto me and i have to do loads of things. didn't attend for the CNA Roving DV meeting too. one whole day sleep. afternoon woke up bathed, changed and straight to work in DHL at Changi Cargo Airfreight.

On the way, mum sms-ed me Dad's coming home tonight at 7pm. thank god hes home now. BUT he's still unfit and unwell. still weak i should say. Doctor recommended him to take chemotherapy. well, dad passed it on to us to decide whether he should take it or not. well, i'm not so sure about it. from what i know, it saddens me the most if he were to take chemotherapy. my family too. happened within family. lost of lives. i don't want my dad to suffer that. frankly to say that my dad not strong enough to take chemotherapy. but my family have other ways for him to get treatment. we try our best for him.

he's been thinking loads. about continuing teaching religious classes to people who really enthusiastically wanted to study about our religion. also about this chinese muslim student who studied under my dad's guidance. regard my dad as his step-father. asking my dad to be his on his side during his wedding day this coming november. dad don't want him to lose hope. so am i. he's like another brother to me. wait, i can't believe i'm on the verge to cry. k shushhhh. continue.. dad also been thinking alot on this. he's so worried about our family tradition. whereby we will gather together at any of our houses. to pray and to have what we called "Kenduri Arwah". usually he's the one who step up and lead us with everything and either me or my 2nd brother will be by his side supporting him. he's been thinking if he's gone, who else will take the lead. and if he's gone, who will remember the day to gather everyone and remember those who had left us for good. dad cried whenever he remind us about this. i cried too. in fact i am right now.

i failed him. eversince i have Qattam the Qur'an, i've only touch few days a month. only memorising few Surrah in the Qur'an. brought those Surrahs for my prayers. always the same surrah i've brought during prayers. dad and mum reminded me always after i lead them for Solat Jemaah. try on, bring on different surrah. bring on those lovely words from the Qur'an. memorise other surrah. in fact i did try afew else. but i couldn't. mainly because i was too busy on this world. not focusing much onto all this. i failed. i failed you dad. i'm sorry. i'll try my best to be by your side and do what you always wanted me to do and to be. i realised now i'm walking on an uneven route of life. this is not what you want dad. i know. i'm trying dad. i really do. Allah have open up my heart now. a chance to change for the better. Insyaallah. Alhamdulillah. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

Bismillah hirrahma nirrahim.
Ya Allah, Ku mohon padamu ya allah. Ku mohon padamu kuatkan lah kekuatan ayahku. berikanlah semangat yang kental. selamatkan ayahku dari segala cobaan-cobaan yang dihapdapi oleh ayahku, subahannallah. maafkan dosa-dosa ku terhadap ayahku ya allah.
amin ya rabbal alamin.

sorry people. i'm still strong here. i will as always. with my dad kinda situation right now, suddenly a ray of light flashed right infront of me, making me realised that what i've done so far till now really failed my dad and definitely to myself too. its never too late to change. never give up i know. i will not. i'm big and strong. don't worry about me much. i know some of you want to help somehow but hey, thanks alot. i appreciate it but i just need you guys to pray for my dad to be strong. that's all i need, my friends. Thanks.

Thanks dad for guiding me all the way throughout my troublesome route till now. taught me loads. you helped me Qattam the holy book, Qur'an. and i will Qattam once again on my own just for you dad. Insyaallah. Alhamdulillah dad, i have such a wonderful life, trouble abit here and there but seriously dad. alhamdulillah i have what i always wanted dad. stop thinking too much and don't worry. Firli together with Ibu, Abang Faisal and Abang Fahmi will be by your side and support you. Insyaallah you'll get better dad. Hang on, love you dad.

have i said dad's home? yes he's home.
2nd Brother having Graduation day on Thursday at NTU. passed and achieved 2nd class Honors. Congrats to you brother!
my turn.? insyaallah. doakan lah. Amin.

till here. goodnight
signing out . .

New Project for CNA Roving DV

i was pulled in into this group today. i'm part of this project. DEAD! didn't attend for class these days yet i'm selected to take part in this Channel NewsAsia Roving DV Competition. we're doing based on racial harmony cum National Day Celebration. TIRING! damn!

with 3 main projects plus 1 more on this. damn, 4 PROJECTS! DAMN! STRESS-ED!!!!

STRESSED!!

signing out . .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAP NOR DIANA!!!
hehehe. Wishing you all the best in whatever you're doing. stay cheerful and smile more OKAY?!
hmph! lol.
see you this coming saturday ayt?!

Festival Winds and Brass Concert

Festival Winds and Brass Concert

Venue: Victoria Concert Hall

Ticketing info: $20

Date: 1st of August 2008

Time: 7.30pm

Guest Conductor: Mr. Wamhoff

Resident Conductor: Mr. David Glosz

Mr Glosz Schools involves:

- St. Patrick’s School Military Band

-St. Andrew’s Secondary School Military Band

-Bedok South Secondary School Symphonic Band

-St. Andrew’s Junior College Concert Band

-Singapore Management University

-St. Stephen’s School Brass Band

-St. Andrew’s Junior School Band

-St. Anthony’s Primary School Brass Band

*Secondary, JC, University Combine Band*

*Primary Schools Combine Band*

pieces..

~Pecos Pueblo

~First suite in Eb

~O Magnum Mysterium

and plenty moreeee..

Tickets can be ordered thru me or any members from any of the bands listed above..

i can order for you through my BDSBand BM Evan.

honour band ..

yesterday, went to the hospital to visit my dad with a friend first before meeting my bandmates to watch honour bands in action at VCH. at first we thought there should be a shuttle bus. as we waited for bout 20mins found out that theres no shuttle bus. so we walked. hahaha. CONFIDENT lah seyy. hhahaha. at 5pm, told mum and dad i had to go. we walked off. sent her to NEL train station before meeting mariam at EWL Train station platform. met mariam, off to raffles to meet the rest. spent the night there watching band performing till 9.30pm den off we went to Burger King to have our LATE Dinner. after dinner off we went home. took train to bedok, fadhil, padi, sheena, wei bing, jonathan, ISABELL and myself alighted off there. padi's taking 69 while sheena took bus 229. the rest of us took 17 home. and poor ISABELL have to go home alone taking 87. SORRY MY DEAR!! hahaha. bluek :P

just received our recording for NBC. not bad. haha! =)

Wednesday will be going back to BDSBand together with my ex bandmates. can't wait to play together with the rest of the band. its been 2 yrs since i've come back. the reason i didn't come back as the previous conductor didn't make me feel welcome at all. now with Mr. David Gloz taking charge of BDSBand, i can't wait to join them back. hahaha. BDSBand Alumnus, the band are inviting us to come back. anything beep me people. OH YAH! this Wednesday we'll be going back. anyone wanna join us.?

WHATEVEEERRRR!!!

a cute lil' girl. look at her. shes so adorable! hahaha. "WHATEVEEERRR!!!"

CUTE-ness . .

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dude: I love her more than the air I breath

chick: well im always here for you.

dude: I know.

chick: What's wrong???

dude: I like her so much.

chick: Talk to her.

dude: I don't know. She won't ever like me.

chick: Don't say that. You're amazing.

dude: I just want her to know how I feel.

chick: Then tell her.

dude: She won't like me.

chick: How do you know that?

dude: I can just tell.

chick: Well just tell her.

dude: What should I say?

chick: Tell her how much you like her.

dude: I tell her that daily.

chick: what do you mean?

dude: I'm always with her. I love her.

chick: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me.

dude: Wait. Who do you like?

chick: Oh some boy.

dude: Oh... she won't like me either.

chick: She does.

dude: How do you know?

chick: Because, who wouldn't like you?

dude: You.

chick: You're wrong, I love you.

dude: I love you too.

chick: So are you going to talk to her?

dude: I just did.

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Confused . . =(

Confused..

what am i supposed to do now.?

should i still hang on onto it..

or should i not..

i don't want to..

but i think i was forced to..

it's a BIG MISSED if i were to lose myself onto it.

i don't know..

i still want to be with . . . . . .

i'm lost.. :S
imy.. Sorry

18 more days to ITEC Floorball Tournament.

15 days to your birthday.=)

Pictures . .

more to come soon. waiting for pictures from Syahidah's, Nurul's Polaroid, Fa'riqe's, Nina's Cameras. will upload here again next post. insyaallah.

worried

frankly as i go through this tough time. i have many things to be responsible for. ITEBand NBC and my dad situation. dad was alright today. still weak because he had to fast for bout more that 24hrs now. only drinks allowed. sad isn't it. Doctor said scoping tomorrow morning. that's why he can't eat for more than 24hrs since that saturday night.

didn't visit my dad as he and mum told me to focus on music. don't too worried about him as i have my brothers to take care of him. still i'm worried lah. i can't lie, its my dad. during the NBC, always kept thinking about him. worried about his condition. say my prayers for both my dad's well condition and the best for ITEBand. about to broke down for awhile before entering the tuning room. well, nevermind about it. i managed to call my dad after i end my performance. and he did call me back when i have my dinner. dad congratulate me on behalf of everyone who's there. and thanks dad and everyone who's there. i don't know. heh.

anyway, tomorrow i don't think i will be going to school. gonna visit my dad at 12pm maybe. mum will be there early first. and i will talk to my lecturer tomorrow morning. we'll see how. since you have nothing to do tomorrow, if you're free. if you wanna come along, SMS or Call me up k? =)

thanks so much, i will. Thanks.

off to sleep now. tired!
signing out . .

After all our hardwork PAID OFF!!

the moment of truth. to find out which level we're at in singapore national band competition. begins our last practice in the morning. starts at 9.30am till 11am. as Mr. Eric doesn't wants us to get tired and relax. not to get too tension or nervous. ate our lunch at 11.30am. get changed after that, be ready for the BIG MOMENT this year. after 5 years i'm back competitively now with the ITEBand.

as we board the bus, together with the BRASS Section. i tell you, we're bunch of HAPPY GO LUCKY PEOPLE. we focused on music by singing our parts. happily singing it to lose all our tension and nervous within us. all the way throughout the trip to VCH we sang. reached, kept quiet, talked and comfort some of the members. taking pictures while waiting for our turn. finally we head up to the tuning room. and the MOMENT OF TRUTH have come. we performed our best. played our parts with confidence. i felt WOW when it came to Pilatus:Mountain of Dragons, Bar 151. we came in with BIG IMPACT. did saw a few guys jumped a lil' off their seats as we came in to that bar. like WOW! COOL!

finally we end our performance on stage with two songs and off we went down and out of VCH. once out, we were like "OMG OMG! that was scary and eeerghhh. did our part and we did our best!" we felt happy and comfortable i believe at that moment. heh heh. seriously. i did feel comfortable. hahaha. bus came, BRASSes quickly back up on to the bus and off we went back. we screamed and shout in the bus. heck with everyone. we were like hooligans wanting to fight. anyway, reached school, kept our instruments, help out clean up the band room and off back onto the bus. quickly rushed back to VCH to listen to the rest of the bands to play and for the results.

RESULTS:
as all the bands had finished played on stages, quickly everyone gather in the hall and anxiously waiting for the results to be announced. judges came out and TAADAAA!! 3 bands GOLD. next US! saying our prayers and kept our fingers crossed. they announced, ITE Concert Band, 79.17%, SILVER! we screamed and yelled seriously. we can't believed that we managed to get high SILVER. and its our first time together as ITEBand to enter this competition and managed to get SILVER. impressive players! CONGRATS!

F.Y.I. we only need 0.83% to get what we always dreamed to get. a GOLD!
but seriously, SILVER satisfy everyone in ITEBand. compete with many tough competitors. and we managed to squeeze through passed them to get SILVER with 79.17%. we're band no. 6 i believe in ranking for Open Division. not bad aight people?! hehehe

anyway, wanna say out to my section:
one by one..


Nabil, good job and well done. great leader who understands what we always want. and what we always don't want. well done seriously. you always have my respect till now. don't worry.

Nurul, it's tough and emotional day for you today. i understand your feelings. i understand how tough you went through with ur braces on every practice. well girl, you had work had and it paid off. we get what we want! YEAH!! You ROCK my smelly toot toot SOCKS lah you!

Jonathan, you've worked hard too. survived throughout the camp. with injuries and always pushing yourself over the limit. better take care of yourself ok. anyway, your hardwork paid off. YEAH!!

My partner who sits beside me, Syahidah. you were so tension today. you were. but hey u managed to overcome all those fear within you. you played well seriously. thanks for covering me all the while during that part. THANKS SYAHIDAH! heh heh..

Diana and MingZhen, don't worry. you girls will never missed this opportunity no more. i promised you that. i still want you to come back as a section. we're great section. i believe the rest too loves you to come back as a section. don't sad sad ok my lovely 2 ladies! heh heh.

Of course to HAFIZ! its your last day performing with us. i know you gonna missed us. and we already missing you liao! been a great friend/ buddy all the while since the first batch we joined. went through many obstacles in band life together. a great guy to mix/hang around with. now that you're gone, no more the guy who used to joke around, hang around with, practice as a BRASS together. everyone misses you HAFIZ. you will always be welcome to come back to join/watch us. heh hehe! yeah!!!

lastly to our ITEBand!
heh heh. not gonna be too emotional on this lah ok. well, it doesn't mean that even if i said that i missed the alumnis, doesn't mean that you guys were not that good. i just missed them. and i'm staying and helping out this band because i believe this band could make it high! see, you guys proof yourself that you guys were that good to get SILVER. we almost get GOLD! yeah. see and get what i mean. hope you guys understand. still love you guys lah. am really really proud of all players in ITEBand. EVERYONE DOES THEIR PART IN THIS. hardwork had paid off. 3 cheers for ITEBand. Hip hip - hoorraaayyy(3x)

let's strive higher then! next target, Genting Trip/Competition. Insyaallah. not confirm.

spend my days today with my sisters . .

dad had to be admitted to hospital yesterday for surgery today. doctor wants to check and have surgery for him to find out whether theres a cancer growing back again. it saddens me to see my dad in pain, rolling around the bed, screaming in pain. dad finally had surgery just his afternoon. results will be out in 1-2 weeks time.

after school today, went back home at 12nn. slept for awhile, bathed and get changed quickly. met Mariam and Yaya at outram MRT station. they were late. i was mad at them at first. but after i found out that they make the trouble to buy something for my dad. so sweet of them. SORRY BECAUSE I'M MAD AT YOU GIRLS! heh heh.

anyway, reached SGH met my mum near the lobby, level 8. dad having surgery and mum waiting at the guest corner for me and my aunt to come. 3 of us accompany my mum for awhile till my aunt came and off we went for dinner after that. received SMS from my mum, dad's fine and he's back. as soon as we finished eating, met Hafidz (OMS). ehemz2. LOL! shhhh. anyway, as soon as we finished we went back up to visit my dad. both yaya and mariam had not met my dad yet. so went back up, introduced both of them to my dad, bro. aunts and uncles. we talked and talked. talked and talked and talked. again talked. hahaha. til 7pm around there mariam and yaya decided to go off. accompany them down and they had to walk to the MRT. Shuttle bus ends at 6.50pm. they missed it. heh heh. kinda bored without them after they left. haha. called them, talked to them again. hahaha. and we stop. back to the room, talked to my family till 9.30pm and off we went home.

DAD will be back home tomorrow afternoon. i cant be home early tomorrow. had class, driving lesson, training and OMS practice. gonna sleep soon now. packed back tomorrow. not now. heh heh.

anyway, thanks Mariam and Yaya for the lovely gifts to my dad. thanks for accompanying me in hospital. THANKS ALOT! oh yah, DAD kirim salam and said thanks to you again after you girls left. outing again soon k korang?? OH! Don't forget to invite someone! hahah! SORRY my friend. heh!

Sorry leaders for misunderstanding . .

To all leaders whose been reading my blog,

hhmm.. long story short for you guys and everyone else. regarding my previous post about band camp. you guys must have misunderstood me. i'm whining and complaining doesn't mean that i don't appreciate your hardwork for the camp. get this straight from me. i did say that I HAD FUN during BAND CAMP. that means, what you guys have done for us were great and FUN. another word, APPRECIATE all your hardwork. if you guys think that i don't appreciate after all that you've DONE, i would be like an asshole for coming for band camp, i would have be such an idiotic freaking bastard saying " THIS CAMP SUCKS! I HATE THIS CAMP ". right people?

maybe you guys get it wrong when i said i'm just not happy with the way we being pushed. maybe it's about that. if that's the case, well then. I'M SORRY. to make everyone happy ok, i'll delete off my previous post. alright? again about this, it doesn't stated there that i dislike or didn't appreciate all your hardwork.

nevermind. forget about all that. it's over. i'm over it. -.-

SORRY

signing out . .

My Lovely Ex-ITEBandmates . .

To ALL Ex ITE BANDMATES...

Would appreciate if you guys would be free on this coming Sunday, 13th July, for a reunion dinner after our NBC. We have not been able to meet up with each other for quite a long time. hee. Let us reunite once more for a nite! (:

Kindly do pass this msg around to other ex bandmates.
Saxophone: Faiz, Kazaf, Jane, Yvonne
Clarinet: Naqiah, Azman, Junhao
Trumpet: Samuel, Hafiz, Mary
Flute: Junxian
Tuba: Wei zhen
Eupho: Serene, gordon, fazlin, fariqe
Trombone: Sebrina, Jannah
french horn: sarah, benedict, Charlynne
Percussion: Sahal, Rahman, Alif, Nike

and others who i've missed out... (:

anything do msg/call either me or Noreen aite

Sincerely from:
Firli, Noreen & Hafiz

replied . .

OOORRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.......


DAH HABIS DAH?
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!
(SESIAPE YANG TERASA, RASA LAH EH! HEH!)

Pictures taken on Wednesday . .

i do had enough rest my friend. thanks for the concern. i will have more rest later on. school starts at 1pm tomorrow. you too take care my friend. take good care of yourself! yes you.

anyway, this taken a day before the band camp! Me, Fadhil, Nabil, Fazilah, Padi, Nurul, Sheena and Fian went out after practice that wednesday to buy some game stuffs for Nurul. and off we went to VIVO to buy some stuffs and slacked there. we totally had FUN!

taken and edited by myself.

streets of melancholy

taken and edited by me again. HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL? haha!

Busuk nyer!! hehehe

i missed you . . my friend . .


i'm so sorry but i am . . . . . . . . . . . .

signing out . .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KECIK!!!

its 11.59pm now. still 6/7/08. its HIDAYAH KECIQ's BiRTHDAY! heh heh! you're nineteen! your birthday cool lah! 6/7/89. hehehe!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KECIQ!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

hehehe! may your wishes all come true and may the best guy comes into your life and bring happiness in you. and do take care of yourself ok!!!! missed you keciq! see you tomorrow!

Skip Training again today . .

Skipped training today just to stay for band. i thought practice till 3pm. thats the reason why i stayed. but end up till 2pm. *dead*

but anyway, we had another plan. head down to bugis for lunch at tong seng and straight to buy some stuffs and games. took loads of pictures there. met hafiz back again. all of us (me, nabil, nurul, fadhli, sheena, hafiz, fian, fadhil and fazilah), head down to vivo after that. bought some stuffs again. not me, the rest. haha! tomorrow BAND CAMP! can't wait!

ok back to topic. well, we slacked there after shopping. played TWISTER and UNO BABI! hahaha. had fun lah seriously. hahaha. I'M OFFICIALLY THE BABI LEVEL 4.! hahahaha. thanks to NABIL! lah. hmph! hahaha.. had fun anyway. heh heh. at 7 decided to walk off from that place. but before that, one last shopping to be made. went to Giant, NUM. accompanied them. KECOH! haha. 9pm, HOME SWEET HOME!

now'm i'm packing some of my stuffs. continue tomorrow. clothes not yet dry up. heh heh. last minute wash. BLUEK! :P wanted to bring guitar, but it ain't here. sad! CAN'T WAIT FOR CAMP!! BAND CAMP!! gonna be helluva night! hope i cant update what i did during band camp. we'll see.

ok now i have to make a call, excuse me people. hehehe.



signing out. .