Sunday, September 27, 2009

weekends + Raya

back from camp yesterday morning. spent the day mostly at home. can't really forget what happened in the day. shall not mentioned bo0ut it here. but anyway, met Q in the night to have dinner @ Komala VIlas. walked around little india, Mustaffa, here and there and left the place around 11.30pm.

and SOMEONE too confident to take bus 21 from there and ended up @ Whampoa interchange. it was so damn ULU laa. not saying that it's scary but definitely there wasn't gonna be any taxi for us to get back home. BUT lucky enough, we got one. haha.

sad to say, you're just BIOL la at night ye. not much different from me. wahahaha! BIOL!










HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI was great indeed. spent first 2 days out with families and relatives. chose white for this year's raya. no idea but i just love white. white=suci. hee.

sad to say for the 2nd day of raya, i had to rush back to camp at night. saddening ay? haha. life like this all the way. hehehe.

oh, with the picture below. now i got myself a new name. thanks to someone. guess what? "Hitam Manes" laa.. mak oi, manis ke.?? hahaha.




anyway, this wednesday i'm having my mini operation on my foot i guess. appointment with a doctor. hope to recover as soon as possible. 1 or 2 weeks, just before my field camp. i just don't wanna miss that or i'll have to come back and re-sit for my field camp. so LECEH!

2nd Brother moving off to Seattle for business trip later today at 4pm. Mum having 4 days holiday trip with the "Makciks and Pakciks" on the 9th Oct. 1st Brother going for a holiday soon too. not sure to where and when. but sadly me, i have to serve the nation. URGH! leceh-ness lagi! lol. but but, most probably after my P.O.P i'll be going Bali, Bangkok or Australia during my Block Leave. Insyaallah.

Monday, September 21, 2009

LG D900

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this is LG D900.
found out from Q about this phone.
woohooo. it cost you $900++ for this.
no matter what i'll get this phone by the end of the year or next coming January.

Q, we'll get this together yea? hahaha!
unless orang saner tak nak tunggu orang sini la.. haizZzZzZzzz..

COOL KAPE?!?! ARGHH!!

ok, that's all. going back camp tomorrow at 7pm.. =((
i miss all of you, and you. =))

hold on to me coz i'm stuck all over you . . . ( i ain't that heavy no more right? ) 0.o"

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Raya for everyone . .

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a photo taken 2 years ago in Terengganu.

this year's raya will be abit different for me and my family. will be without dad for the first time. it's kinda hard to accept it at first, but i truly understand everything now. wish dad was here to celebrate raya with us, to witness my graduation parade, etc.. but he had to go. godswill. not ours. i'll accept that way it is.

not to worry everyone, i'm fine here. been blessed with many great achievement that i've achieved this year. i'm quite happy with myself. dad too will be happy up there. not to forget, my family too. =))

oh yea, before i go. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua muslimin and muslimah di merata tempat. i know it's kinda early but hey. Raya Mood la dey.! heh.



I'm off to sahur with Ezzad and Farhan "Donkey" later on @ Simpang Bedok. last meet up before we're back in camp the next week. and at 8am i'm off to 13 Shining Stars Workshop + Training + Games. can't wait.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Buka with the Group

OUTING WITH A "GROUP"



So apparently, were actually planned to buka together only with Me, Liah and Aida. It's kinda pathetic with only the 3 of us. so they came up with a partner each, myself included. Liah brought along Adam, boyf. Aida brought along Iryani, my camp-mate, her ex-schoolmate.(small world) I brought Q along since she's taking off in the afternoon.

Buka @ Haig Road, then off walking all around Geylang Bazaar. finding this and that. KECOH-RABLE. hahaha. after an hour and a half we decided to head up to Grandlink. play some pool and slacked around there since it's near the area. an hour later, sent them back home one by one. and haha!

3rd time in a row. and that's a record. my blurness for 3 nights while driving. my goodness. haha! and there's another mistakes i did. i did it 4 times in a day but i couldn't remember. i think Q remembered. LOL!

OH YAH, before i leave. Watch this please.. haha! it's quite DARK, can't see clearly. so yeah, just try to focus. LOL! see you!!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I MISS YOU!!

ONE MORE POST before i forget . .

I'm missing you so damn bloody much.. don't you know that? so when you coming back? I know you're THERE, OUT THERE.



Some things we don't talk about
rather do without just hold a smile
fallen in and out of love
the same damn problem together all the while

You can never say never
While we don't know it
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go, baby

Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hands

You can never say never
While We don't know it
Time time time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go, baby

We're falling apart
Coming together again and again
We're coming apart
But we're pulling together, pulling together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go ,baby

Blury Night . . .

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keep on rounding-rounding since i've rent a car for 3 days.
better make full use of it. hur hur..

well, MONDAY took the car for expresscar rental near Aljunied MRT. i wasn't feeling well. had diarrhoea and i had to cancel my appointment with the sisters. sorry i had to cancel. that point of time, seriously i was having a bad ache. but after i took the car, it all came back as per normal. so since i've got nothing to do, called my primary school buddies up. ask them to follow me to EXPO for the John Little Sales. did a lil' shopping there. bought some cushions for my mum, shirts for myself. (and hey, i managed to get size L la sey!!) hahaha.

so anyway, after that broke fast together with Ezzad after sending Farhan home. slacked for awhile then off to fetch Q. i've promised her that i'll take her for a ride once i've passed. she was supposed to be the top 10 person in my list. but apparently, sad to say. she's not. because i forgot. i admit it, i forgot. HAHA! sorry.

but anyway, you got it right.? so uh huh. had supper at east coast park. had satay, couldn't eat much as i was still full. so all push to her. heh. then came this moment, "THE BLURNESS ME WHEN THE NIGHT FALLS!" hahaha.

here's the thing, it's quite easy from ECP down straight up to Aljunied Cresent. frankly it is. BUT! the blurness came and totally shut my brain off. i had the right path till i accidently missed a turn and ended up to... guess la.. nevermind.. i tell you... YIO CHU KANG SIA!! weird? stupid? how? huh? hahaha! whatever, i don't quite understand myself either. HAHAHA! from 10.30 weleft ECP, we reached aljunied at around 11.15 i believe. by right we could just be there in only 15-20mins. but because of me, tsk tsk tsk. sorry Q. haha!



Monday was full pack! let's see Tuesday.

Tuesday, drove the whole day. seriously. my legs are killing. i totally need a longer rest. early morning at 9am, drove together mum to cemetery to pay visit to my late dad, my late grandma, my late friend, and my late friend's dad's grave. i've missed the other day with my family and cousins. and just now i just did with mum. soon after that to Yishun then off to Geylang. then straight to aunt's place at Bedok South then off again to Defu Lane to buy some snacks. got home at around 3.30pm. wait, it doesn't stop there.

at 4.30 i had to be changed and quickly rushed to fetch my platoon mates at Tampines. straight down to Geylang for breaking fast with them. after we had our makan, walked around and then decided to move off to VivoCity to slack.

while on the way, my goodness. HAHA! i did it again. the BLURNESS came back. WOW! =.=" hate it sia seriously. hahaha! this time not losing our way at all but we just missed a turn. hahaha! but we found our way through not that long. HAHA! ok whatever, BLURNESS! hahaha. anyway, once done slacked, got home around 12.30am. i'm quite tired now. going to sleep soon. well that's it for these two days. done and out . .

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Block Leave Oh!!

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had a great day last week with them(above).
a farewell gathering for Fa'riqe as he had to serve NS.
well, he's already in. all the best DUDE!

this week, nothing much. trainings as per normal. IPPT CAT test too last thursday.failed la aboden. haha! did all the 4 stations except for the 2.4km run as i could not take it anymore. my bloody left foot gave me a problem. URGH!

ouh, and it's my last week of PTP training people. woohoo! now am having BLOCK LEAVE for about a week till 2nd day of Raya. but then after that i have to be back in camp to continue my BMT phase now. *dead* nevermind, 3 months more, Firli. you can do it! yes!



Been facing all sorts of problems lately. well, should i say problems..? no i don't think so. it's more kinda complicated which byfar you can't actually solves it. weird? lost? so am i. complicated life. but no worries, decided to leave it. no point hanging on to it.

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"i cant seem to get a hold of myself.
cant even explain what goes on around me.
i know that i learned from all my mistakes.
but its too late to change and now its time to walk away
"
- Goodbye by Randolph & Cathy Nguyen

and now, i'm cool. totally relax. staying in camp and mind my own trainings and business. will always makes myself busy at all times. i'm still aiming for 20kg lost in 6 months. currently now, i've lost 16kg within 3 months. i believe i could go for more. 25kg maybe? HAHA!

WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE! i just wanna look good and be fit. that's all. =))


Thank you for everything.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

this is hard for me to say, but goodbye.

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i woke up with a tear track on my face.
i forgot what i dreamt about.
but it must have been something about you.
im usually strong, i usually dont cry.
but nowadays it seems so hard.

but i try,
i try to be what i used to be.
i try to be the man,
i try to do all i can.
i wish i could turn back the hands of time
and find out what went wrong,
but i know that is meant to be,
this is hard for me to say, but goodbye.

i cant seem to get a hold of myself.
cant even explain what goes on around me.
i know that i learned from all my mistakes.
but its too late to change and now its time to walk away

so goodbye,
just know that this is hard for me.
but things just arent the same.
everytime i hear your name,
i wanna scream out loud,
i dont know what is left in me.
what we had is now a memory.
even though this is hard for me to say, this is goodbye.

it hurts to have to leave
but who am i to say that we arent meant to be
our love started with a hello
and ended with this goodbye and now... simply letting go



i'm left with a week to go before my block leave.
gonna spend my every minutes wisely.
outs with friends, buka-ing out with them.
have fun, "bergotong-royong" with families.
everything.

raya's coming, problems yet to be solved.
not gonna think much of it.
let's just have fun people. =))

but before that, 1 week of static trainings.
DEAD* IPPT CAD test this coming friday morning.
URGH! i wish i could be the very first me.
who still could managed to get the timing.
HELP! somebody push me please!!



had fun yesterday.. outing with the bandsmen.
the senior ones. a farewell celebration for Fariqe before he leaves to serve the nation.
hahaha.. sad to say, nevertheless, nonetheless, easy to say..
you have to serve, brother and your hair.. heh heh.. Botak brother! =))

still waiting for the pictures.
but i don't think i could wait that long.
gonna be back in camp in few hours time.

GOD, how much i miss all my friends.
how much i miss my family..
and how much i miss you.. i really do..

till here,
signing out . .