such a perfect night the other day,
turn out to be bad for today.
doubt feelings still in me.
what's happening with me..?
never would i wanna be this way.
never do i sincerely need this way.
you gave me light and hope,
and its getting loose and slowly will snap the rope.
there's some reasons that you still wouldn't let me know.
and all i need is you to just trust in me,
and we together follow through.
it's hard, it's hard definitely.
that's life as we all know..
but it takes effort for both to work,
not the way it should be right now you know.
well, i thought what i did was the right one.
in fact, i've given false hope to someone.
not that i was intending to do so.
just that i couldn't find the right reason to say it so.
BigBen wants to take a rest now.
not in the mood to go out now.
sorry to friends as i can't join you guys tonight.
sorry to the birthday girl as i don't wanna spoil your mood in this lovely night.
till here.
PS: i never meant to hurt you, but i did. sorry.
