sad . . =(

i believe i'm being left out.
been weeks since i've seen them.
been weeks since i went out with them.
heh. i don't know. doesn't really feel myself among them no more.
never mind. doesn't really matter.

what i'm gonna do,
come every week. do and correct my part.
look out and take care of myself.
end there and we'll see from there.
too many groups divided. no unity.
sad huh? really sad.

recently, didn't get invited for the upcoming event.
maybe forgot, maybe not. couldn't expect me to know all.
nevermind.
heh. nevermind.
used to. doesn't really matter to me as i said before.
let rest this here.
full-stop.

felt like giving up.
gonna do what i believe i should do.
don't feel the unity as before.
it crumpled. saddening. sorry.

signing out . .